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2011-03-22T00:45:00.002+08:00

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Allergic to shampoo

2011-03-03T00:30:00.000+08:00

Today I woke up as usual. Siapkan emmil pg school n need to do some errants.

My friend keje for syabas said that air takde so memang dah ada bekalan air yg we all dah standby.me being suka mandi air kawah besar went upstairs bathroom coz ada kolah besar *tamak nak air banyak*

So I enter the bathroom lupe lak nak bawak syampoo from downstairs,malas punya pasal I just pakai syampoo kat atas.when I saw the brand tulis gi*a* brand.dlm hati dah terdetik "kang kejung pulak rambut aku" *hehe* owh my mum bought that syampoo not knowing its actually a syampoo..dia ingat hand wash boleh?hahaha *biasalah tak pakai spec*

Tp I belasah jer coz malas nak turun bawah balik..so bila I finish syampoo my eyes dah start mcm membengkak *macam kena syampoo dlm mata* tapi tak kena pun. Then I dah kelam kabut coz I can't be ssick today coz I have a few appointments and also training.bila tgk mata dlm cermin *terkezut beruklah* mcm perasaan..takutlah..cuaklah..n how if tak surut mcm mana nak pi training..!*arrrggghhh*

Then siap cepat terus vrrooommm ke clinic!doctor kata allergic syampoo!!urrgghh sgt sedey..all plans nak kena reschedule and ada yg tak dpt nak buat today..

So doctor bagi cucuk sama itu b*n*ot..sakitnya tuhan je tau..hahaha

But luckily masa training dah surut *dah standby sun glasses dah* then masa trainig semua budak2 bbm "akak kenape sembab?" "Akak,baru bangun tido ke?" "Akak,kantoi akak baru bangun tido"...hey agak2 lah aku baru bgn tido kul 3 petang..hish!budak2 nih nak kena ngan aku..chet!

So gambar bawah is the picture *bukti* hahaha mata ku bengkak okay..tp tuh masa kul 12pm..masa tuh still merah n bengak lagi..tp dah kurang sket penangan jap tuh..

Take care :)

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gossips + cuppies = heaven

2011-02-20T00:04:00.001+08:00

Harini chit chating and gossips sambil makan ini..I love wondermilk cuppies...!

Happy weekends :)
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his 3rd big day =)

2011-02-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

Son

Son, I wish I could

Shower you with the Greatest

Rainbows and Waterfalls

Fairytales and Clydesdales

Oceans and magic Potions.

Son, I wish I could

Make your dreams come true

Wealth and Health

Happiness and Success

Famous and Veracious.

Son, I wish I could

Gift you with mutant Strength

Superman and Batman

Hercules and Helios

Wolverine and Donatello.

Son, I wish you could

Know how much I love you

Honestly and Madly

Loving and Caring

Respectfully and Completely.

Poem from here

today is my little precious 3rd birthday.

"happy birthday sayang!!

mommy and daddy love you so much"

Nervous..!

2011-02-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow emmil will start school again after like a week of cny holidays so dia dah terbiasa bangun lambat again..oh nooo!!

Now,we're on the bed since 11pm tadi and he is still active and takde nampak tanda-tanda nak tido..mmm well,kena berserah jer esok..

Dah baca story book dekat 3 kali dah still tak nak tido..ape lagi mommy ber blog lah hahaha..

Okay,I need to force him to sleep..nitey nite beautiful people out there *muahh*
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my testimoni after 3 days pakai premium Beautiful

2011-02-05T16:30:00.010+08:00

hello beautiful people..today masuklah my 3 days of wearing PREMIUM BEAUTIFUL CORSET.

memang tak sangka coz its so comfy.serious!tak panas and terasa perut nih kemas jer.and memang kena duduk tegak coz that's the reason why i pakai pun.and paling best tak makan banyak.if makan banyak alamat nyer termuntahlah beta.hahaha

serious!

okay,for those yang dah pernah beranak mesti ada masalah extra baggage,betul tak?takde?huih best tuh.beranak-beranak jer terus perut slim yek?hahaha tapi ada orang mcm nih k nih kira Allah dah bagi badan nyer gitu nak buat macam mana kan?

but as for me,i'm not that lucky.masa pregnant berat badan from 55kg terus shoot sampai 70kg!!tak percaya?silalah percaya.then after pantang baru dapat turun up to 60kg.so my perut become like bawah nih!!

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and masa pantang i have tried this bengkung.sangat tidak comfy okay..asal duduk jer terus terjunkit keatas..and kena pakai kain.if pakai seluar then peha tak cover.owhh sangat trauma masa pantang.ini tak boleh itu tak boleh hishh!then bila nak kluar takleh pakai bengkung nih...kang jalan terkedek-kedek..hahaha

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then after berpantang mulalah try ubat macam-macam.nak slim baliklah konon.then bila tak jadi tukar to another product then another product sampailah dapat yang sesuai.duit pun dah banyak habis.

pill merit nih my experienced hanyalah memberiku cirit-birit. after cirit-birit then makan banyak-banyak.bilanyer nak kurus.*ok makan banyak-banyak tuh salah aku*

samalah ngan teh orang kampung *malas nak google gambo* sikit-sikit ke toilet.masa first ambik tuh my goodness i siap prepare tak nak makanlah takut tercirit lagik but unfortunately kena jugak ke toilet sebab nyer?? minum segelas air..mencanak-canak pergi toilet hahahaha..

after awhile aku dah malas nak ambik pil kurus sebab tekak dah takleh nak terima and aku takut perut aku luka akibat selalu sgt ke toilet.

then pergi jumpe doctor.doctor said my weight nih kena diet yang betul jer and need to exercise. wah,degilkan sbb nak effect cepat.tak nak dengar nasihat doctor.muaahahaha.

adalah yang serbuk-serbuk tuh pun aku minum gak..lepas ambik aku punya lapar macam tak makan seminggu.depa kata effect nyer gitu.hmm takpelah daripada berat aku 50kg dah jadik 55kg, apekah??

then adelah satu nurse lelaki nih aku kenal. dia cakap "ko ambik duramin babe,cepatlah badan ko turun skali ngan lemak dia hapuskan". wah cergas ke farmasi beli. terus makan.

mak aii!dia punya high macam ambik ecstacy *ceh,mcm aku pernah ambik ecstasy* tapi serious perasaan happy tuh sepanjang hari. saksinya ialah my friend sbb dia pun ambik.my friend pun tanya "apesal high nih babe?". nak sembahyang pun rasa diri mcm melayang-layang.serioussss!!tak tipu!..

then bila malam takleh tido and jantung berdegup laju. my friend yang ambik skali tadi siang pun called me at 3am mengadu badan dia gatal-gatal.mmm sudah allergic lah pulak. the next day kita orang stopped taking it!sumpah tak nak dah!! *hampeh*

after awhile without taking anything,then a friend of mine recommend this pulak.

mmm...okay tapi mmm my sembelit still takleh blah lagi.nak tunggu badan ramping mcm aunty tuh tak taulah bilakan sbb tak membuang so mcm mana nak kurus dok?!

so now,aku ikut balik pesanan doktor tadi *degil kan??* iaitu exercise. best argh berpeluh nih.sangat ringan badan aku dibuatnya.and atas nasihat my friend Bitt yang tak makan nasi so aku turutkan jua..hahaha

*say NO to nasi*

actually my bidan pernah pesan "jangan jadikan nasi as makanan ruji kita"...terang-terang nasihat tuh FREE tapi idok nak jugak memperabiskan duit!!

tapi...

yelah nafsu perempuan..mana nak kalah...

nak gak badan macam dia nih!

Marilyn monroe kesukaan ku...body dia meletopss.pinggang bak kerengge.aku??nan ado pinggang!hahaha.

tapi lagi takleh blah is when aku nampak si cantik jelita

"Miss B"

BLAIR WOLDORF!!

i heart you!! *ehh tetiba jek* minah kurus slim ini pun pakai corset.

inikan pulak aku yang bertong-tong nih..

.....huaaaaaaaa tolongggggg......

so that's why aku mengedixxx nak ini...

PREMIUM BEAUTIFUL!

you are my savior!!

hahaha gedix kan?

but actually people,i nih suka membongkokkan diri

*entah,perasan tinggi kot*

tp actual fact nyer idoklah tinggi mana pong hahahaa

i want a good posture plus ada pinggang plus perut dapat dikempiskan plus kurus yang sekata plus boobs yang mantap walaupun kecil plus bontot yang macam kim kardashian and tak banyak makan.

owh terlupe nak citer,saya memang suka makan.suka banget.

well,saper yang tak suka makan kan?

hmm..

so beautiful people out there,sesiapa nak meng-order Premium Beautiful nih boleh lah roger-roger me @ neerlongchik@yahoo.com

*ask me anything like' best ker?' or 'panas tak?' etc*

why??!!

because ada

promotion!!

it is called

"VALENTINE'S DAY SPECIAL"

yess...

ada promotion sebab tuh lah i promote sebab now is the time to get it cheap plus ader packages that u can choose from ikut you punya kehendak.

so roger me ya!

*winkwink*

saper nak kurus?! SAYA!!

2011-01-27T14:37:00.007+08:00

well,saper tak nak cantik kan?aku pun NaaKKKK tahap takleh sabar nyer.if terdengar orang berbisik/gossips/cakap kuat-kuat/announcement/baca kat mana-mana akulah orang FIRST akan try to find out =)

yess...i am desperately nak kurus.tapi kurus biarlah kurus sihat.tak nak lah yang mendatangkan kemudaratan later kan???!

anyway,my sis in law has shed a few inches n kgs.seriously!!and she is very proud of her body now *senyum kambing ah tuh* . dia pakai ape???! hah nampak tak kat bawah tuh??

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yurp! corset!!

susah nyer...!! susah ker??? well,fret not people coz now dah ada yang senang..tak perlulah orang gaji or hubby nak bangun pagi-pagi semata-mata nak tarik hang punya corset *gilos kan org zaman dulu-dolu*

chomelkan gambar nih??hahahhaa tapi takdelah sebegini susah dengan teknologi kita sekarang ianya telah menjadi senang sebegini...tak percaya?!

jeng

jengggg

*drum roll pleaseeee*

It is called PREMIUM BEAUTIFUL from HAI -O people =)

hah! lawakan??

takyah maid-maid nyer.hehehe maybe masa first tuh you need someone to help you but after that you can just wear it yourself...

so?what are you waiting for??!!

**updated**

OMG!now ada installment for those yang nak beli without pakai credit card nor bank loan!!serious...?!cepat ladies aper lagi...

run to her blog nowwww!!!

http://of-being-beautiful.blogspot.com

just call this beautiful Anna up and try to get consultancy from her first *nego the price later* coz i nak cakap lebey-lebey pun tak reti hehehehe...i am not the expert maaa...janji harus disiplin yer akak-akak sekalian..jangan hangat-hangat tahi ayam *wink*

segan??jangan segan..kata nak kurusss..or you can email her at:

anna.abdul.hamid@gmail.com

call her at 012-536 6 246

nanti this beautiful lady Anna will guide you from A-Z..and nak lagi???just mention my blog name *wahh!macam peimous sangat hahaha... well.. i just try my luck* and you'll get special discount!! hoorraaayyy!!! *betulkan ana? winkwink*

so happy kuruussss people and of course sihat-lah kan *lovelove*

*hahaha*

p/s: if segan lagi u can always email me and i will forward u to her... just email me at neerlongchik@yahoo.com =)

saper pernah pakai nih??

2011-01-24T00:23:00.004+08:00

jom story-mory about kecantikan muka..i know sangat poyos!and typical menjadi wanita but layankan jerlah cerita i nih..

okay i was not alert about cosmetic maupun apa sahaja mengenai kecantikan sehinggalah umur saya like 20 years old.yesss laugh all you can but that's the truth. ask my bestie mesti dia pun tau. dulu pegi kerja pun tanpa secalit make up okay..begitu natural sekali *hahaha*

actually bukanlah tak nak pakai make-up,the thing is i get this blemishes every time i tried on make-up so dah jadi phobia tau dak?dahlah muka memang ada jerawat on -and- off so sangat berhati-hatilah konon.

and being the ONLY and the YOUNGEST girl in the family,aku nak belajar make up ngan saper?abang-abangku??owh tidakkkk...nehhiii nehii hahahaha.

so,sendiri mau belajarlahkan..all my frens *at that timelah* they couldn't be bordered about kecantikan diri *or maybe they all tuh dah memang cantik so no need make up lah kot..kot* anyway to tell u the truth,i dont even know how to pick a foundation let alone apply it!! yes,yes,yes sangat teruk aku nih...sampai my ex sis in law had to buy me a book on make up!!barulah nak faham sikit-sikit,tuh pun terkedek-kedek gak ah nak memahami semua itew...

oneday,my cousin came to the house and brought this lovely and pretty young girl. i was sleeping on the sofa and she didnt realized that i was sleeping and say hello. aku pun pantas duduk coz looking at this young girl yang lawa dia mcm nasha aziz takkan duduk tak sopan kan...?

but bila berborak,she sit next to me and touch my hands.."eii lembutnya.." owh by the way nama dia pun nasha then terus dia tanya lagi "pakai product ape?" aku lagilah pelik?minah nih gilos ko?aku pakai product mende?hehehe shower cream adelah from Cosway. then i answered "tak pakai cream ape2...shower cream Cosway jer.." in a way aku jawab tuh nak bagi hint kat dia yang aku nih bukanlah jaga sangat kecantikan but then she replied "best nyer tak pakai ape2 kulit gebu mcm gini".minah nih tak faham rupe nyer so i just smiled and left the living room.

in the kitchen tetiba mak aku dok sibuk keluarkan catalogue from Cosway. then i thought owh mak aku nih biar betul nak promote Cosway. tetiba my cousin came to me.."kak neer,sbb u kata cosway my fren tuh pun nak beli barang cosway nak jadi gebu mcm you" nak terpecah gelas yang aku pegang..huish biar betul minah nih..

bila dah siap air,aku pun hidang n sat near her sbb to tell you the truth minah nih memang lawa mcm nasha aziz!itu yang aku pelik bila dia nak gebu mcm aku padahal to me dah cukup gebu and flawless nih muka dia!!siap takde make up langsung on her face and not even an eye back mcm aku nih!! jealous i tau..

then she said "akak,susah jadik perempuan nih,losyen tangan lain,losyen muka lain,losyen kaki lain...hish semua lainlah..tuh belum make up lagi or supplement.." aku pun mengiakan jerlah sebab i memang tak terpikir langsung benda-benda nih...

logik gak minah nih cakap...nasib baik aku tak macam dia yang nak jaga semua benda...then tetiba topic dah bertukar to hormon lak..terus my cousin tarik i "u rasa dia she / he?" and i said "she-lah" then my cousin ketawa terbahak-bahak! "u pun tertipu!!nasha tuh is a HE lah.." OMG!! P.O.N.D.A.N !!! masa tuh nak ketawa salah sebab lawa dowh then nak menjerit pun salah, nak marah pun salah...entah and tetiba rasa guilty pun ada. hahahaha.

tau tak sbb rasa guilty tuh?guilty sbb ' orang ' mcm nasha tuh punyalah jaga penampilan lebih dari perempuan and ME???langsung tak menghargai pemberian and penciptaan Allah!

so from that moment,i told myself that i need to take care and learn how to be beautiful *walaupun takleh nak beat si nasha tuh* hahaha.gilos.trauma mak,nyah...!

so from then,i try my level best to groom myself lah.tapi takde makna nya everytime nak nampak canteekk for certain occasion lah. from time to time aku belajarlah sikit-sikit. so ader masa nak mengedix aku pegilah make up parlour to try new things walaupun tak kerap. am not that vain sangat sorryy...

gambar bawah nih,memang nak pergi menggedix kan diri sebab ada function "rock unite".we went to "Nurul Syukor" *mestilah nak glam mcm dato siti!!sila muntah* nak mendandan rambut and make up. cuma RM150 untuk itew semua ya ..but unfortunately sekarang nih Mickey dah balik Sarawak so tinggal mamat nih *alamak lupe lak mamat tuh nyer nama..mmm kelvin kot * tapi pg sana tak ramai pun "jejaka" so u know which one..hehehe

tengah dok letak make up ni.aku dah suspen. camnolah rupe nyer nanti.hahahaha. nervous!!

bila dah stage nih aku dah mula ber F language ngan my fren kat sebelah. aku cakap mcm zombie laks muka aku nih. but unfortunately,they all faham F language so terbahak-bahak lah gelak..!

inilah hasil nya.time nih rambut palsu belum di pakaikan lagi muaahhhahahahaha....so setan nyer tanduk tak nampak =)

okay,sebenarnya entry panjang-panjang nih nak menanyakan pasal product Ronasutra nih. you guys pernah pakai ke?saya sangat berminat coz sekarang nih my skin dah naik blemishes which i cant detect from which product. so i nak tukar semua. bukan tamak tp tak tahan dok mengaru muka nih.dah macam terkena miang pun ada gaks..muka saya nih product murah jer. tak kuasa nak pakai yang mahal2 sebab dah terkena dah last time ngan SK2 and Estee Lauder. habis beribu gak but hasilnya muka naik jerawatttttt nnoooo!! *tak mauuu*

so since then dok pakai product from korea and taiwan. i think my skin more suitable ngan asian nyer product rather then mat salleh nyer product hehehe *perasan kan?!*.my opinion jer.jangan mare ye.

*Ronasutra.com*

and then ini product? EZ's Cosmetic? siapa pernah pakai? tolonglah bantu saya yang dalam keadaan sesat nih eh silap terdesak nih. i used to wear NATENE'S product tp dah tak tau nak dapatkan dari mana so now my fren kata this product is quite similar to Natene..so sesiapa yang pernah pakai EZ's cosmetic silalah beri pandangan anda.

okay now nak tido..esok nak cari lagi bahan2 bukti for this 2 product hehehe.nite2 beautiful ladies out there...

kasut nih and jam nih...pengsan

2011-01-23T02:11:00.007+08:00

tadi had a great time spent time dengan my sis in laws. pegi makan baskin robbins and pergi MV to window shop mencuci mata yang dah lamer tak 'bercuci' *hahaha* and nak beli some groceries.

tetiba terpikat ngan kasut nih...hish geram okay.i've seen people wearing it and i thought to myself "mesti tak comfortable minah nih jalan" coz mind you i nih peminat wedges yang tegar =)

anyway,my aldo wedges dah nak jadi perkasam and konon nak beli baru if ada rezeki..tapi dok takde yang berkenan jer and i am the type yang very the fussy one and if harga mahal pun memang i akan beli if minat *if murah lagilah laju aku rembat* sebab saya memang tak reti nak sayang2 barang nih coz to me if beli mahal tp dok dlm almari kasut buat ape?better pakai and takyah nak bayar zakat..eh kasut takde zakatkan?!hehehe *kidding*

finally,dok gatal menerai kasut tetiba jumpelah kasut yang macam kat bawah nih..terus try.hmm not bad!terus jatuh cinta *dah takleh tido malam nih dok teringat jer*

hehehe...gorgeous aint it?

*brian atwood*

*steve madden*

then masa dok gatai tangan nak google makcik-makcik kat atas tuh,jumpe lak ngan jenama 'Badgley Mischka' ni...goodness! chanteekkk okeehhhhh *pengsan 1000 kali* saperlah nak bagi kat gue nih...hahahha

lawakan?mmmm...mimpi jerlah and berangansss boleh ler. mana tau ader rezeki jatuh ke riba.doa-doakan jerlah hehehe...

happy weekends people =)

recipe best ! Tom Cruise??

2011-01-09T12:24:00.005+08:00

every weekend my mum mesti tak tau nak masak ape so sometimes she would leave it to me nak masak ape. normally i would ask my hubby what to eat,his favourite would be sardin,ayam lemak cili padi or udang masak sambal. tapi bila mood i nak makan what i want i would google.

hmm this weekend my mum is in Kelantan attending a funeral and leave me to take care of food at home.

suddenly teringin makan sup ayam. so i started google again *bagus google ni* fyi i tak pernah masak sup esp sup ayam sbb tak minat and my mum yg selalu masak kan so desperate cari recipe.

so nyer i came across this web "My Recipe" sangat best and senang esp yang kelam kabut like me nih hahaha.

sedappppp okay...hehehe puji diri sendiri.serious.*sorry takde gambar coz excited sangat*

...then tadi bangun awal teringin nak makan pasta pulak since emmil's favourite food is pasta.selalu sangat makan scramble egg so i masuk that website lagi...i came across this recipe claimed to be Tom Cruise's pasta actually Tom Cruise masak masa Oprah Winfrey Show.

whatttt???!! Tom Cruise???? wow!!without hesitation terus told my sis in law im gonna cook this for breakfast hehehehe...

*thanks yahoo*

so menarikkan? bukan tom cruise atas tuh...but picture below lah..la la la la la!

i tried....so easy as 123 and wallah...!! ok i tak letak ape2 so quite 'pucat' sorry hehehe but the taste sedapp...*masuk bakul angkat sendiri* hahaha

*click sini for the recipe =) *

and instead of beef i pakai chicken sbb emmil kureng sket daging sbb nanti kena blender the meat.as for now the recipe in My Recipe tidak menghampakan.if any of you ada web menarik please tell me okay sbb saya budak baru belajar.. cheers :)

"First week of school for emmil " chaos

2011-01-04T12:36:00.010+08:00

how's emmil's first day at school?hmm he was looking forward to go actually that morning and me and my sis in law on the other hand konon nak stay with the children on their first day of school. little that we know actually the teachers were gonna "halau" all parents balik and leave our child on their first day of school!!

at 830am,emmil walked in the school and dah siap ambik toy to play with and until the teacher came to us and said "parents can leave now" and kitaorg macam terbongok sekejap coz of the initial plan but at that time around jugak emmil asked me to come inside and play with him. unfortunately i cant go in coz the teacher dah nak tutup the grille door. hmm so he cried!!of course!yenyen and nia was okay.

so me and hubby decided that we gonna watched him from outside the school.we could hear him screaming "Mana daddyyyyyyy" and "Nak dadddyyyyy" hahahaha and i shed a tears and it takes like 15 mins gaklah for him to calm down...hmm emmil is quite close to his daddy and imagined that situation if its in your shoes..mau tak sebak!! :`(

this picture taken masa daddy and his aunties and uncle pegi recce the school. so was quite excited lah...*konon* hahaha...coz he has been telling us that he wanted to go to school for quite sometimes and also everytime he saw a school bus mesti dia ckp "emmil nak pegi school mommy"...

*inilah school emmil 'Tadika Aladdin*

nih masa pagi nak pegi school...seperti biasa group foto dulu in their uniforms...yenyen,nia and emmil sangat comel and sangat fresh sebab pagi sangat masa nih esp emmil yang biasa wake up at 11am heheehehe.

*with mommy*

*with daddy pulak*

hah masa nih caught red handed sebab teacher tengah sibuk pakaikan tag nama dia sibuk pulak main ball..hahaha..

*nih after habis school first day*

second day , dia liat nak bangun...buat2 sleepylah,penatlah,tak nak mandi...dah lah daddy dah balik penang lagilah i panicked but nasib baik no issue on daddy.haih tapi bercintalah kan nak pegi school nih siap cakap "mommy pun pegi school" hmmm...at this point of time memang i kena kuat coz if ikutkan hati memang takyah pegi school jer...heheheh but cannot sayang...tok mummy siap bangun pagi-pagi and buat scramble eggs for everybody konon nak bagi energy sket hehehehe...so masa at school i went in for awhile and when he is not looking i had to run...mcm forest gum ;) . but one thing weirdkan budak2 lepas balik from school they were all smiley mcm kerang busuk and as if nothing happened..boleh???owh lupe pulak,he doesnt want to wear his school t shirt. "emmil nak thomas t shirt" hah ambik ko semua yang lain putih dia sorang pakai t shirt merah hahahaha...

third day,he woke up with lots of reasons.nak pegi naik car lah, nak pegi cut hair lah etc... i had to assist him to school sampai kena duduk next to him and sampai assembly *sheessh* but after the school teacher bagi cue to lari so i had to lari as fast as i can...YES again...of course he cried but i had too! but i had uncle dek to buy chocolate after school so that dia tak serik nak pegi school lagi.kira rasuahlah jugak hehehe...and he produced this picture...when i asked him he said "emmil snip,snip mommy" *awwww*

*the tortoise and the rabbit*

fourth day,emmil dah tunjuk positive progress already. every night before i tido i ikut Dr Fadzilah Kamsah nyer advise. whisper to his ears at nite sambil usap umbun rambut masa emmil dah tido and tell him positive things about school or anything.so i guess it works...that day it was raining and the school open its gate to make it easier for the parents to drop their child in the car porch *one of the reason why we choose this place* when we arrived the teacher opened the door and aunty nana helped open the door for emmil and he went straight in!although ader gaklah mulut dia "mommy mana??" a few times gak hahaha..so we left the school and im relieved coz takde adengan yang tidak diingini hehehe...because he was such a good boy i came home early and went out with him to buy his new bag back and took him to the play ground =)

*mcqueen bag*

fifth day, he was okay all the way..alhamdulillah...!cuma balik umah jer dok cari mommy...hmm...

so just pray that tomorrow will be an excellent and exciting day for him..! =)

emmil goes to school!

2010-12-30T00:31:00.004+08:00

yurp true..he is going to school!!well,don't exaggerate mommy its only a play school. hahaha.it's all started with my maid is going back home for good and emmil keep on saying that he wanted to go to school..so we said "well why not and give tok mummy and tok daddy some space in the house!hahaha

so hubby and my sis in law has been doing the scouting...and we finally settled for a montessori instead of structured base school as we need them to feel how school is but in a subtle way. we want emmil to play around first and get to know things at his own pace.

i remembered mine was not as perfect as well.i started late and i dont recall any graduation for me.the first school i attended was in sg besi,it was called "tinkle bell kindergarten" kot then we moved to kuantan,i cant remember the name of the school coz it was in the camp (my dad was in the airforce)i remembered here and there and the sports day when my mum said i was in the red team which to me tetiba jer out of nowhere i was forced to joined lari 100m kot. which i still have the picture.hahahaha.

but i remembered that i need to do quite a few performance when VVIP came to Kuantan base and also i had to be the flower girl as well but still i dont remember all my days in kindergarten. did i had fun?what had i learnt?hmmm...weird huh?

or maybe i was sick coz the lastime i remembered why i didnt attend school was because i had chickenpox or the part at recess one day i vommitted and the rest is history. Seriously i cant remember my first day at school..

so for emmil,i will take lots of photos =)

for him to remember by when he grows up.i will upload the pics of the school (if any) soon.

till then..

shh...shh..gossip girls

2010-12-15T00:49:00.003+08:00

all this while,i've been watching this from season 1 to season 4....hahahaha...this is the reason why i privatized my blog =)

got addicted to "S" and "B" but in lovveee with Nate and Chuck...!

for those yang tak tengok cubalah...

~xoxo~

...about emmil

2010-11-19T18:38:00.003+08:00

last night emmil broke my bb charger *arrgghh*

i was so angry i said to him "don't talk to mummy. mummy angry!" then he apologized again and again which i know he didnt mean it coz sorry to him nowdays is just as simple as 123.

so i just ignore him and bbm my hubby. after hubby had advised me,emmil on the other hand was sitting next to the bed side mumbling something.

as i tried to listen coz he was sitting on the bed and was facing the door, he said this:

"what should i do, mummy is angry...and emmil is sad..."

hahhahaa...funnylah you emmil. how can mummy be mad at you with this kind of act!!

entahlah..dah big boy dah my son nih...kadang-kadang it's so sad to see him grow so fast but hmm..life goes on kan...?

well to my little boy, mummy love you so much =)

>>moving forward>>

2010-11-15T00:57:00.004+08:00

been busy and really stress up lately.

i have resign from my company and joined other company which doing the same thing just different product. i am happier since the day i have resigned coz i have never thought that my new company would give me 100% support in what am dealing in my previous company. now i have a better boss and supportive and well verse in the product (which i really like about him) and always give me encouragement to move on slowly..yup! i admit that i had issues with my x company but i am moving on ladies and gentlemen...

been facing lots of thing lately but i am gonna look up and stay strong and never look back. i want to do this for my family...i have to do this!!

i work hard nowdays to gain my knowledge on the product plus meeting new clients...with all the quotations that am not used to do was quite hard at first but slowly i'll catch up...hehehe infact i am a fast learner....*blueeekk*

of course there's up and down but i will work hard on this... this time around...the ticket is to Las Vegas and i really,really want to go...!*finger crossed*

i love this company so much and hope that this will be my last company.,..

wish me all the best peeps =)

...about...

2010-10-27T01:43:00.003+08:00

what i am feeling now is hard to say. i may look soft to some people but actually hati i keras sket and degil. but degil bukanlah sampai menyusahkan orang.

i hate to fight as fighting is just not my nature. i would rather be quite and avoid the person i dislike then to confront them on things that they do. i used to act differently and i HATE it..it is just no me.

i love my family and frens. to me although my frens taklah sampai seribu in facebook but enough to make me happy. although frens pun ada bermacam-macam ragam but i still love them the same. i may have avoid you *for certain reason* but i will never have grudge on you.

how i controlled the situation? senang jer,,SMS but dont push the SEND button,just save it in your outbox..!!i always do this and God always answers my prayers..

to me confrontation is not a win-win game. one people in that game will get hurt although its for the best for both parties but depends on how the other person accept it. if its positive then its ok but if it's negative, the argument may stop there but the hurts continues for the other party.

the matter would get worse if the story spread from the view of the person who is not satisfied with the confrontation and will lead to everybody knows about the argument...!

you may or may not agree. but i chose to SHUT up!

and if i tak tahan *then baru aku menjerit kat ko which jarang berlaku and if berlaku maknanya dah tak tahan sangat dah* i would just spill the beans to my close frens or mr duckie.

but again depends on your personality. if you are the kind yang memang suka bersuara by all means go ahead. i am not that kind of person. and please dont try to change me.

if you people has gone to DR Azizan workshop,you know what i mean,right...! *winkwink*

losing your mind to people is the last thing that you should do cause the effect is gonna reflect back to you...!serious..!

i've been there and my brother pun dah merasa...why dont you try maki orang and you just wait and see what will happen to you in the next 2-3 days or sometimes Allah bayar cash...the same day gak you dapat balik bahana tuh. be it hilang duit,org maki you balik or rezeki takde or anything lah...

hubby said i'm more on the softer side with stranger and frens and that i need to be a bit stronger when it comes to decision making and all but i know that once a person breaks his/her promises or do have a bad attention towards me.. I KNOW WHAT TO DO THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU...!

you may fool me once but not twice okay..!!

review:tun dr mahathir theater

2010-10-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

my bestfren fida ajak pegi tengok teater Tun Dr Mahathir. I was so excited because kitaorang has been discussing on going to watch teater tetiba esok nyer my fren fida ajak.so rezeki ah..yelah orang ajak mestilah pegi *thanks babe.lap u*

anyway,i guess my expectation was too high.i dok imagined it's gonna be like "puteri gunung ledang" or "P. Ramlee".but boy i was sooo wrong!

okay the ticket that we got was RM85 so we managed to get good viewlah.not like masa kitaorang tengok P.ramlee.kitaorang dok kat seat paling tepi and bawah.ala-ala nampak kaki pelakon dululah br nampak kepala..siap boleh nampak Roslan aziz lagi dok jaga sound kat bawah stage hahaha...

tapi masa tengah dok duduk-duduk tuh,bila pandang screen,apesal macam blur jer dia punya image projected on the screen nih?but i always takes thing positively "owh,maybe depa tak tutup lights lagi"

...then bila lampu dah tutup,the screen is still the same. i felt like i tengah tengok teater/concert budak-budak sekolah..so..erm..kusam!

..then keluarlah prop starting with kelahiran tun dr mahathir...

terus rasa nak balik n nanges okay!!!!!

what is this?i was bored the whole time!!!the part masa Tun still budak2 tuh memang lawak tak menjadi okay and the child actor tuh cuba sedaya upaya memainkan watak and jugak slang kedah yg mcm kena paksa-paksa.

...part zizan was okay (although nampak kaku) but tak boring.erra pun okay jugak *i am not her fan okay* but i must admit her lakonan tidaklah kaku or keras..then isma daniel hurmm "Mak sookaa noks"hahhaha dia berjaya membawa watak Tun dengan baik.

i think yang buat teater nih GAGAL dari pandangan mata saya adalah:

1)tak cukup kajian on history of kedah,history of Tun Dr Mahathir & politics

2)props yang sungguh bosan okay.macam tak cukup budget betul.asyik2 pokok besar tuh and tiang dua batang and tingkap.gambar background tak clear and sometimes grafik dia mcm kartun pun ada.tak ada seriousness.

3)lagu-lagu yang sungguh patriotik dan bosan dan tidak catchy langsung.

4)pelakon extra mcm takde baju lain. agak-agaklah...contoh:scene berdating n scene graduation pakai baju same okay!!so orang tak nampak pertukaran scene.

5)tarian pun lebih kurang sama n sometimes tak faham apesal depa menari nih?tetiba jer

6)scene perang yang tidak berbekas dihati penonton.macam ko rasa "eh?perang ke?owwhhh" takde ummph langsung.

7)......etc.....

tapi yang aku suka scene yang masa nak tampal poster.that guy yang rambut kerinting tuh kelako...

...then again,kitaorang keluar masa intervention 15 minutes tuh.tak tahan dowh buat dosa kering mengumpat...baik pg minum kopi.

to me bukan salah pelakon-pelakon tuh tapi jalan cerita yang sangat tak strong!kesian pelakon-pelakon nih...

nasib baik ticket FREE!!if not azablah mengadap teater cheapskate.adlin mana ko????

ape-ape pung i heart zizan nin!! *eh terkeluar tajuk laks*

"selamat hari raya"

2010-09-13T01:04:00.008+08:00

Selamat hari raya people =)

how's your raya?mine was FUN!!and emmil has a TAN now....so cute okay...

well,fun coz we do not have to visit lots and lots of relatives or friends house coz we're in PENANG!!hahahaha

and tan coz emmil asyik dok berenang di tepi pantai jer ngan mak ngah,pak ngah,achu,pak lang and mak lang dia...

yup,this year i have to beraya with hubby's siblings and sebolat suara telah menetapkan untuk beraya di Ferringgi...

sungguh excited nak tangkap gambar at the beach **winkwink**

owh and our session memasak lontong buat kali kedua jugak menjadi dengan JAYA nya...hehehe...

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL BLOGGERS AND MAAF ZAHIR BATIN YA"

day 15 - day 23

2010-09-01T02:02:00.003+08:00

Day 15 → Something you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.

i must say PERFUME!!!this one if i luper pakai jadik orang gila and tak tentu arahlah...hehehe..

worse scenario i would go to a perfume shop and spray konon2 macam nak try the perfume lah kihkihkih

Day 16 → Something you definitely could live without.

hmm...make up =) i rimas if pakai make up lama-lama and sometimes bila muka dah berminyak mulalah naik blemishes...so i can live without make up...

Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.

i must say The Secret...thanks to sis in law and my brothers who without fail trying their best to make me understand. and now i learn to appreciate things,time and family more.

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.

hmm..

NO COMMENT

Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?

well,i hate politics!!enough said!

Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.

alah...malaslah nak cerita pasal nih..sendiri mau ingat boleh?

**sebenarnya mengantuk nih**

Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

of course i'll go immediately where ever she is and apologize and pray for her..

Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

Joined MLM company.serious!i have never excel in this coz maybe i am just not the type of person who will FORCED people to buy anything..hahhahaaha...my bad *evil grin*

Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.

take up my degree in UK in Architecture when i have the chance or study anything in overseas. so that i can be more independent and of course more gaji *winkwink*

today is my 5th anniversary

2010-08-25T13:50:00.001+08:00

yup yup today is my 5th anniversary.

being married to mr duckie for 5 years is an up and down journey but will learn and cherish every bit of it.

tipulah if i said that our journey in marriage is smooth sailing hehehe...but we manage....

the experience is priceless and with our little boy growing up so fast its even a challenge to both of us =)

i hope this marriage will last forever and that we will always be happy always.

"b,thanks for being a hubby and a friend to me. Your love,understanding and kesabaran u in handling me all this while sangat2 i hargai...love you so much b..."

2010-08-22T00:59:00.006+08:00

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

hmm...do i need to say more?!

love them to pieces...

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

none.

seriously.

why?

coz i have forgiven them already **winkwink**

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

my nenek, my late uncle, my mother in law and father in law.

i wish i could still have the time to spent more time with them and say i love you and appreciate every minute with them...

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

though one..

tp i have this incredible mind that i just can delete all the memory that i do not want to remember..

so now...frankly speaking i cant recall anyone!!

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

well,mostly orang akan ingat i pakai contact lens but am not. i have dark brown eyes (which to me bukanlah rare) but people still notice it and compliment on it..toceh hehehe

then, the obvious is my skin colour. okay,nowdays everybody wants to be fair tp i want to be TAN..hahaha

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.

hmm...

contoh hookay

"Cantik nyer badan you" or "Kurus nyer dia nih"

"Nice tan" =)

kuangkuangkuang

**teringin sebenarnya orang puji mcm tuh**

Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

alamak nih banyak okay...takyahlah tulis surat meh saya listkan jer lagu-lagu nyer =)

1) Destiny child - Survivor

2) Mariah carey - Angels cry

Lyrics | Mariah Carey lyrics - Angels Cry lyrics

3) Mariah carey - Through the rain

Lyrics | Mariah Carey lyrics - Through The Rain lyrics

4) Mariah Carey- Can't take that away from me

Lyrics | Mariah Carey lyrics - Can't Take That Away From Me lyrics

Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)

Dear Anwar,

Why???????? Why????????Whyyyyyy??????

FULLSTOP!!

Regards,

me.

day 1 ~ 5

2010-08-15T22:56:00.004+08:00

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

okay,i know that we are not supposed to hate anything that has been given to us and syukur kepada Allah for everything that He has given to me.

But what am gonna stated here is solely dari kekhilafan diri sendiri and i hope i can change if the subject can be changelah...

1st dari segi fizikal. sendiri mau ingatlah coz dok cakap nak kurus tapi melantak macam takde esok pun tak guna jugak hehehe...last time i used to be around 48kg and now dah 59kg..so kinda hate my weight now since giving birth takleh nak turun-turun lagi berat badan nih.i envy people yang cepat turun berat badan konon2 keturunanlah or that product works on me-lah or that corset works lah..well nothing seems to work for me..hehehe i'm happy now although not as happy as i used to be when i can fit in my low waist jeans masa zaman anak dara...

2nd is my confident level. i can build my confident level just like that *sambil petik jari* but then it disappear pun just like that jugak. and paling fail if the person is lauder then me or very outspoken,i became a person who just like to observed or keep quite.pelik tak?or maybe gemini nih dia tak suka gaduh or menghuru-harakan suasana kot..i dont know but that's me..

3rd tak boleh tengok orang nanges or cerita sedey. case nih memang aku develop masa kat uni dulu. maybe sebab jauh from family kot. and bila ada kawan-kawan nanges aku pun nanges walaupun benda tuh kadang2 tak terlibatkan aku pun..hehehe..

satu lagi kalu tengok cerita sedey.macam haritu tengok cerita the "last song" then sambung pulak tengok cerita the "brothers"..huh terus mood poyos jer satu haritu.entah aper yang dipikirkan pun tak taulah...eh tapi tengoklah cerita the "brothers" tuh best okay..

4th is i can actually feels or kinda have 6th sense...betul but not the one that "i can see dead people" but i can feel when people esp if they are close to me talks behind my back (good or bad things) or uneasy with me or when friends or client tengah dok fikir about me mcm contoh:"bila dia nak datang and to re explain bout the thing" or "mana resit aku nih" or if my frens rindu kat i ker...i have that uneasy feeling when something as mention above gonna happen that day or a day before. serious tak tipu.banyak kali terjadi...which i dont like sebenarnya coz sometimes it comes dalam mimpi jugak...although it is some kind of a gifted thingy but i feel uncomfortable. and sometimes bila orang tuh menipu lagilah i can capture very fast tapi i just ignore if the person bersungguh2...hehehe...

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

what i love about myself?

hurm..

1st .seorang yang sangat sayangkan binatang esp kucing or binatang yang berbulu. binatang yang tidak berbulu and berbadan licin tolak tepi okay...eeiiikk hehehe

2nd. seorang yang lembut di luar tetapi kuat didalam.kira mcm orang senang ambik kesempatan tetapi dalam diam aku balas balik buah keras...hehehhee...well sometimes not directly lah in directly pun jadiklah..

3rd. sukakan kedamaian.if i think benda tuh i can tolerate/compromise i will try my best to do so.

4th. putih. okay saya sangat berkulit putih thanks to my grandma on my dad's side from peranakan melaka and my mum's side yang ader darah siam.so that's why saya putih melepak.although sometimes i hate the extra attention coz orang akan nampak saya dulu and will always ingat saya dulu but what the hell man..am gifted..kuangkuangkuang

5th. pemurah and suka tolong orang (walaupun diri sendiri pun susah). seriously,ini memang tak tipu.saya sangat pemurah and tak boleh tengok orang susah. saya suka menolong orang.if i know a fren or people yang memerlukan wang or anything i would help the person by belanja or anything walaupun seciput jer pertolongan tuh.and i will always put others first then myself.well this i need to change coz Allah did mention in al quran" tolong diri sendiri dahulu then ahli keluarga then sahabat"lebih kurang ayatNya mcm tuh.

6th. i can convinced people.yup,this one i noticed lately nih.when i started in sales line. =)

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

i have forgiven myself masa dalam class Dr Azizan. i've cried and shared everything with my aunt who happened to sit next to me.in a way she knows my secret very well hahahaha...but let by gone be by gone...i forgive myself and those people =)

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

Done in day 3 =)

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

i wish to do well in sales line and in everything i do. i want to be successful person so that i can help myself,my parents,my family and others.

i hope to be a millionaire before i reach 40.

i hope i can bring all my families to perform haj or umrah.

i hope to be a better wife,mother and daughter...

i hope that i can travel the world with my families and do whatever we want; shopping esp.

i hope to help needy people such as orang yang still tinggal di ulu-ulu kampung yang masih memerlukan bantuan tetapi masih tidak kedengaran...

i hope to open up a boutique someday

i hope to have my own cosmetic line (chewahhh)

i hope to be a better muslim and habiskan pemahaman Al quran..

i hope i have a healthy body and positive mind too

i hope emmil will become anak yang solleh and mendengar kata serta anak yang berjaya kelak.

something interesting to do in 30 days

2010-08-15T22:41:00.005+08:00

my sil syana post this in her blog and it attracts me immediately.why?

coz something that i loe to challenge myself i guess..do crazy things and feel the hurt and the pain again...but after you have let it out you just have to LET GO. well,that's the part that i LOVE...crazy?yup that's me..hehehe

so do any of you dare to do the same thing?jom ah just for the fun of it rather then same~ol~same~ol~ story.. =)

and since now dah Ramadhan yan ke 5 i have to do 5 days teruslah kot since nak kejar same time habis ngan my sil hehehe (kan na?boleh jadik bahan or nanges samer2 and adik tolong nasihatkan kakak2 mu ini hehehe)

well,let start...

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

Day 4 & 5~ Barcelona

2010-08-13T01:52:00.009+08:00

okay,now we're in Barcelona for 2 days. I love Barcelona..sangat best and cantik coz ader banyak shopping malls hehehehe...ader one street nih they called La Ramla. the street nih penuh ngan boutiques from zara,h&m,springfield,mango and etc.

the first night we spent time pergi jalan-jalan to Hard rock.the place is small tapi best. then we all lepak minum coffee near La Ramla streets sambil mencuci mata for tomorrow shopping event.hahaha

this is La Ramla streets. tempat nih ader sign jangan kencing merata-rata if not kena denda euro 180.boleh?memang hancing ah tempat nih sebab malam tempat orang mabuk ramai...ishkishk

ni market dia sangat best coz ader fresh fruit juice jual kat sini. name it from guava,orange juice,watermellon,dragon fruit, and banyak lagi..

we ate kebab since dari tengahari tak makan..the kebab and air coke cost us euro 11. so lebih kurang rm44 hahahaha..ambik ko.kat kl kebab rm11 pun kira mahal kan..tapi sebab lapar bayar jelah..

that night our tour guide bawak kitaorang pegi tengok Flamenco show. first time ni so semua orang excited to see this show. and this is the famous flamenco in La Ramla since we stayed near there.

before the show haruslah bergamba dulu..

lawa okay perempuan nih..lemah gemalai pulak tuh.

the whole group of flamenco team.sangat-sangat best.

this is our hotel room.tak ingat aper nama dia but very near to La Ramla street. so sangat convenient. so that's the end of my trip to spain. sorry lambat update coz banyak kerja.

owh,my tips bagi sesiapa nak ke spain in summer,please pakai selipar jer coz sangat panas and t shirt sudah memadai. if not jadi mcm saya terpaksa membeli selipar di sana hehehe...owh and for handbags lovers LOEWE (pronunciation yg betul adalah Lau~wey) heheehee mcm cakap cina kan?okay brand tuh adalah sgt murah disana berbanding dgn European countries yg lain. walaupun sebenarnya ianya adik beradik ngan Louis Vuitton. of course LV cheaper in Paris but Loewe cheaper in Spain.

so selamat berbuka puasa =)

Day 3~Cuenca & Valencia

2010-08-13T00:57:00.009+08:00

from madrid kitaorang nak ke Valencia pulak. Because ada lebihan masa my tour guide bawak kitaorang jalan at Cuenca. Its a nice place to go. the scenery is to die for..

tempat makan kami.and guess what?they sered us grilled fish yang sangatlah tak sedap and sangatlah takde rasa. most of my frens skipped the meal and semua sibuk mencari maggi hahaha.but i think it's not that bad coz i think it's a dory fish. so i makan dgn serunding.maggi lagilah tak kenyang...

then we all konon nyer nak drop by at this place sekejap jer..konon..sekejap aper i think ader kot 2 jam..imaginelah we had to climbed up if you want to reach the town.its actually a small town jer and konon nyer famous. semput gak i nak mendaki ini bukit okay..nasib baik i pakai selipar if not sure semput and imagine some people ader yang pakai 3" boots..hahhaha..nasib ah...

this is when dah kat atas dah. memanglah cantik and the jambatan adalah sungguh gayat...

ni kat atas sikit lagi..ader church yang sangat usang and lama..i dont know whats the name of the church coz at this time kaki dah lenguh and peluh sejukpun dah kluar...sangatlah tidak fit hehehe...

finally sampai di Valencia. we stayed at Holiday Inn. the room is so-so lah. cerek air pun berkarat okay.so we asked for a new one. that night semua sibuk carik casino but we just stayed in the room coz penat nak mampos..

the next day,after breakfast and check out we went to bull fight ring. my god punyalah busuk hahahha almaklumlah tempat kerbau kan?hehehe tapi sungguh cantik. tapi gambar tak banyak coz panas terik sgt..

on the way to the bull ring. sempat posing lagi..

pandangan bull ring from outside.

okay,this gambar i cant remember.i think it's in barcelona tapi its about one guy (sorry tak ingat nama dia) saying look to the west. perasan tak on the tower ader gambar lelaki pointing west...

bangunan pelik yang kami sempat snap. its so ridiculous-kan?hehehe

toros valencia...wooohooo....

Day 2 ~ Madrid,Espana

2010-07-17T02:52:00.013+08:00

rise and shine people...hehehe...today is our second day in Madrid.after breakfast terus jalan pegi tour. we went to Toledo. i really admire this place okay..it's so beautiful.according to our tour guide dulu tempat nih tempat kegemilangan islam. Toledo is the place nak buat tempahan pedang masa zaman perang dulu...pedang-pedang dia cantik sangat and berat owh kay..hehehe and di saluti emas and of course handmade.

tak larat nak angkat pedang nih berdiri so duduk pun jadiklah...

nih kat atas sket after pedang session hehee.it's the town itself.sangat WOW okay the place coz ader ZARA,Springfield and etc. but masa kitaorang jalan2 kedai still tutup.they all bukak pukul 12pm sebab summer..dushdush...tak sempat nak beli ape2 coz rushing like mad people okay..oh kitaorang skipped tour to the castle.

ada castle if you can see on the above gambar tuh atas bukit. penatlah nak melawat church nih... semua pun dah jadi church so malas and penat dah..kat madrid nih banyak churches lamer or istana lamer...

ini kat restaurant kitaorang makan.our first meal of PAELLA (entah betul ker idok spelling nih)

it was okaylah..i allergic to lala so bila makan tuh pilih udang jer lah but the nasi tasted lala nyer lebih..hmm..so-so lah the food,but check out the interior man..hehehe sungguh gothic kan?

oh regards food,i would advise bawak cili padi. if takut bawak from Malaysia then beli jer kat supermarket depa,ada je jual. but to tell the you the truth kitaorang bawak serunding and all takde masalah pun. well,sesetengah country tuhkan tak boleh.tapi alhamdulillah trip nih semua nyer lepas walaupun letak serunding dalam hand luggage...*pelik tapi benar*

teringat mase our tour guide cakap dia ader bawak sos cili kimball masa makan...wahh berebut kitaorang nak kan sos tuh.kalu kat KL pandang pun idok hahahaha

okay nak balik dah.above yang kat belakang tuh is Toledo.sangat besar...nasib baik ader escalator if not mesti letih nak memanjat "gunung" hahaha...jalan dia berbukit2 so sangatlah penat.

after beli souvenir nih...but mase kat zara sempat ambik bau jer coz dah nak berangkat naik bus..kalu kena tinggal tak tau lah nak balik naik aper =)

owh ya,from Madrid to Toledo ambik masa about 1.5 hours..i would recommend this place for those yang pergi Spain sebab sangat romantic and cantik.

Next stop we went to Real Madrid Stadium or Bernabeu Stadium. It's a must for football fan kot.i'm not.. so jalan-jalan jerlah. besar ok tempat nih sampai tak larat dah nak pitam pun ader coz panas terik masa nih.

in this stadium ader kot dalam 1.5 hours.so we were the first to reach the end of it..kitaorang tour from bilik persalinan,cafe,tempat press conference,spa,etc and at the end of it is the shop for those yang nak beli jersey and etc.

i find workers here not friendly coz they want us to take picture ngan the footballers semua but when we ask the price depa kata:

"oh,we dont know.you have to take picture first then pay at the counter"

boleh?WTF...habis kalu kitaorang tak suka gamba tuh macam mana?macam kat London diaorang pun tangkap gak gambo tapi they will tell the price if you suka you can take pictures if you rasa mahal takyahlah buang masa. ke ko tak paham english??

oh,lupe nak cakap.bahasa adalah susah gak kat sini.i think they do understand english but nak cakap balik tak reti. walaupun kat shopping complex.so jadilah macam ayam and itik.ko tunjuk aku, aku tunjuk ko...hahhaha...

masa yang di nanti-nanti is when kitaorang pergi SHOPPING....yeeehaaa! we went to Las Rozas Village. seriously,aku pun tak tau depa bawak pegi mana but ader lah gak dalam 1.5 hours in the bus..it's an outlet so kami menjangkakan tempat nih murahlah..kata nyer..

happy faces nak start shopping konon...hehehe akhirnya kami berdua kena migrain...hahhaa

we were given 2 hours top to shop okay..sungguh tidak sempat coz ramai orang although harini adalah monday. i think sebab summer sale kot.i sempat grab ralph lauren jer kat sini sebab murah giler..if you have like 2 hours jer to shop memang dah takder mood okay sebab sangat kelam kabut,mana nak fikir untuk diri sendiri,hubby,anak and yang seangkatan dengannya.

walaupun sempat habis masuk semua kedai tapi tak sempat nak betul2 teliti apa benda nak beli..this is when i think that ikut tour amatlah bosan coz semuanyer ikut schedule depa...and of course you cant do anything by yourself.hish

tengoklah kereta yang berderet nih...ramai orang okay.sampai nak bayar pun beratur panjang.well,definitely will come here again kerana harganya sangat murah. and boleh claim VAT.

so there goes our second day in Madrid. overall i tak suka sangat Madrid coz tempat dia ok-ok jer.. except for Toledo lah..stay tune for day 3 pulak.

(bilalah pulak tuh kan?)

tunggu jelah

Day 1~ Madrid,Espana

2010-07-15T00:34:00.006+08:00

we traveled by Royal Jordanian aircraft. i was expected good food coz masa traveled to Paris dulu by Gulf Air the food was yummeh..tetapi menghampakan betullah..dah lah lapar gilos coz tak makan dinner lagi and tak sempat pun sbb check in ambik masa lamer and kena berkumpul for taklimat bagai...

still at the airport tengah nak check in. punyalah ramai orang. our flight from Kl - Bangkok - Amman. bayangkanlah..sakit giler pinggang.rasa macam nak tercabut..

bangkok transit kejap jer about 1 hour plus but Amman lebih kurang 5 jam kot...puaslah melilau dalam airport tuh and sempat spray perfume hahahaha..giler jakun okay coz takder satu SA pun yang marah.. semua badan bau wangilah coz semua perfume kitaorg test..

honestly i dont like the airport coz bukan sebab duty free dia tak best tapi bilik sembahyang dia dahlah berbau hampeh and takde tempat ambik wuduk..boleh?if you nak ambik wuduk kena ambik kat toilet and toilet kena jalan across waiting area..kita dahlah tak bawak selipar or what not and bila sampai toilet kena marah pulak coz diaorang tak nak tandas basah...ishkishkishk..sungguh tension..

masa gambar nih dah tak larat nak jalan dah...

badan letih giler and terasa mcm tak cukup tidur jer..imagine sampai Amman 530am and our flight to Madrid is at 11am..

sendiri mau ingatlah..

yeay!dah sampai Madrid Airport..masa nih dah pukul 330 petang...cuaca sangat panas lebih kurang KL lah about 30-42...

first stop in Madrid,kitaorg dibawa ke The 18th century Royal Palace. interior dia superb lah.cuma kadang-kadang pelik,kenapelah kalu nama dia istana mesti besar nak mampos??saper yang tinggal kat sini besides the king & queen and dayang2 plus pekerja lain.coz bilik kat dlm palace nih berlambak. dr dressing room,ke tea room,ke dining room,ke master bedroom,ke apartment room,ke smoking room...huih banyak sungguh!

and all of the above mentioned rooms ader concept tersendiri!tuh tak termasuk painting lagik tuh...terror lah org dolu-dolu.

hamba sungguh kagum!

our next stopped is at the bull ring. nama dia tak ingat tapi dekat daerah Salamancia kot

to tell you the truth this time nih kitaorang sebenarnya penat and lapar sangat.

tak masuk pun..bergambar jer coz in Valencia baru kitaorang masuk according to our tour guide..

waktu yang ditunggu-tunggu telah tiba..kitaorg makan kat this place called Al-Zahra if im not mistaken..the restaurant tuh is inside the mosque. masjid nih lawa coz the whole exterior dia pakai white marble.

we had nasi beriani and ayam yang sungguh yummy cuma tak pedas...hehehe sungguh potong stim coz takder cili.

tapi keadaan menjadi havoc when our tourist guide membawa keluar "sos cili kimball" from his bag.menjerit semua nak..padahal if in KL takder saper heran nak makan nasi ngan cili sos KIMBALL...hahaha

itulah nasib diperantauan...

on our way to the hotel,tetiba mcm ader street party besar-besaran...gila kecoh kitaorang kat dlm bus. rupanya mmg ader party pun but to me more like 'S*x' party jer..

ader gay party in one bus then depan sket ader mcm lesbian party pulak,then depan sikit lagi mcm homo party pulak...betul!!and bukan satu dua bas tapi ader dekat 10 biji bas!!and semua mcm ader music tersendirilah...mostly music dia mcm rave music ah..

to top it up ader yang pakai G-string jer (gay lah kot i assume) and the ladies pun sexy gilos..oh luper drag pun ader hahahhahaa...and all were sponsored by big-big companies..cth: google pun ader..ishkishkishk

then before balik hotel to call it a day...kitaorang singgah kat Museo Del Prado.

hotel kitaorang nama dia Praga H otel.

end of day one.

stay tuned for day 2

holla =)

2010-07-12T01:30:00.002+08:00

dear all,

i had fun in spain and will write soon coz gambar all with my fren and need to upload it first. though it was a tiring trip but am sure had a blast with my best buddy..

nasib baik jet lag sehari jer...kihkihkih

see ya soon =)

i'm leaving on a jet plane

2010-07-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

i'll be flying to Spain today..tak sabar nak tengok negara orang but at the same time sedih tinggalkan hubby and my little angel...gonna miss you guys so much!!*lap air mata*

i will be in Madrid, Valencia and Barcelona. It's summer and ader SALE!! katanya....hahahhaa

well,gotta go...see ya when i see ya =P

life is...

2010-07-02T10:00:00.000+08:00

life is simple yet unpredictable

sometimes you kat "atas" sometimes kat "bawah"

well,macam putaran roda. Allah nak menguji dengan macam-macam bentuk aliran or peristiwa. i just bersyukur with what i have now. Alhamdulillah.

dengan segala dugaan yang diberi setakat ini,alhamdulillah semuanya dah okay cuma need to touch up here and there jer lagi. Syukur sangat dengan apa petunjuk yang diberi dan juga hikmah disebalik kejadian.

i now learn not to membabi buta mengikut orang atau institution atau organisasi yang ada walaupun telah bertahun di Malaysia..*sigh* perit sebenarnya menanggung beban yang bukan salah kita tapi apakan daya tiada pembelaan jadi kami terpaksa menghadapinya sendiri.

oh..jangan salahkan sesiapa tapi salah sendiri kerana tidak mengkaji. Kejayaan and kekayaan hanyalah duniawi but siapa yang taknak jadi khalifah dimuka bumi kan? Kekayaan dan kejayaan semua orang boleh achieve tapi validity tuh yang i cari..tiada penipuan,tiada penyelewengan,tiada rasuah etc

maybe business is good for me...hmm...there's a few in mind tapi modal yang sungguh besar. tak salahkan berangan...well sometimes jadi kenyataan okeh...*sshhh*

well,i hope after this ader sinar baru in my life.after this Spain trip i will work my level best to achieved my dreams *insyaallah*

dugaan this month sangat perit but i know i will survive and continue doing it..

"b,thanks for all the support and love u give me all this while.when i'm lost you give me guidance and patiently lead me to where i'm supposed to be...walaupun isteri you ni degil and ader angin hahaha...love you and emmil so much"

okay,pms shuhhh shuhhh

bila sub conscious mind taknak tido.aku pun bebel sorang-sorang...

2010-06-15T03:22:00.003+08:00

now it's 322am..am still wide awake. hubby sms~ed just now at 2am kot saying that he cant sleep but i told him to go to sleep coz i am so sleepy and emmil was just about to sleep. and now...i cant sleep pulak. sigh

bila teringat that so much things to do and so much things to settle this month. my sales target, my other job, my clients, meetings here and there, conventions, bla bla bla..

hmm...

all happening at one time and all before end of JUNE!!

i am going to spain early of july and i dont know whether i am gonna have fun or just a matter of going kinda thing..kejap rasa excited,kejap rasa tak nak pergi pulak. i think coz i am so stressed kot but bila fikir and try to calm down (like trying to breath in and out) tetiba it's not stressed anymore it's like you have done something wrong kinda feeling (contoh: if you tipu your parents and kantoi big time punyer) that's how i feel. tak sedap hati...

bila doa pun macam tak tentu arah and i always end up speechless...and sebak...most of the time i would tawakal jer kat Allah and hope He understand and would help me to tenangkan my fikiran.

goshh...i want my sub conscious mind to sleep coz i am tired of thinking. esok jer lah ko buat kerja ko..malam aku nak tido daa

hhmmm just ignore me...i just need to let out what's inside me (although aku pun confused aper yang aku bebel nih)

nite2 peeps!

Review: Lagenda budak setan the movie

2010-06-11T00:31:00.004+08:00

To tell you the truth..i really enjoyed this movie despite the fact that "aku dah luper jalan cerita dia" hahaha...

Itulah dia, actually baguih gak dah ingat-ingat luper coz my expectation for this movie is quite high. please excused my temporary memory lost coz i think ader kot about 13 years dah ku sumbatkan semua novel-novel kat dalam store (sayang nak jual second hand konon-konon nanti emmil nak baca..i know..karut jer).

Anyway,the book was given to me for my 18th birthday and it was from my best friend coz masa tuh aku tengah menganggur tanam anggur tunggu university nyer kemasukan ke-2. So when she gave me the novel,aku gumbira tak terkata coz i can read it slowly...konon penuh khusyuk ah.

So bila depa kata nak buat movie,memang dinanti-nantikan ah. I sengaja tak nak belek balik the novel coz takut frust macam "The confessions of a shopaholic movie" tuh..serious okay i think the movie tuh tak best langsung..why?coz i was so obsessed with the novel =) sorry..novel lagi best.

So as lame as it sound, aku tak update langsung or try to ingat balik the story line. i just remembered their names je and just go with the flow (walaupun banyak review bloggers kata tak best) sometimes the less you expected it the better kot..well it works on me!i enjoyed the movie!!

i just loved how those lovebirds lisa and farid played the first segment,the new actress syiqin was not bad for a first timer (well takder ah kaku or mcm kayu lakonan dia), que haidar takyah cakap ah memang best "aku sayang kaulah bodoh..", nubhan pun ok jugak and last but not least aku memang suka kat fazura punya acting!!

okay for those yang tak tengok lagi pergilah tengok but janganlah expect macam kat dalam novel sebijik. As i am typing now sambil dok belek novel baru perasan yang banyak yang depa tinggal and tukar here and there.

And now baru i tau kenaper banyak orang yang cakap tak best...hmm..

i think i better read the novel again (nasib baik tak jual lagi)

Apa product kecantikan anda?

2010-06-09T02:17:00.003+08:00

last monday jalan-jalan kat the curve after habis appointment

then me and my fren fida nampak this kedai called "burt's bees"then i remembered my fren julie yang nak sangat pergi kedai ni sebelum dia "meletup" dulu.. "sorry,girl..kita orang dah sampai dulu dah"

anyway,my fren girl said that their lip balm is the best but as for me i loveeeee the product below. The texture is so smooth and takde buih so it's like u pakai cream on your face except it's a cleanser. I actually fall in love ngan the scrub..darn good okay. But i have to try the cleanser first then baru nak beli the scrub. Trylah pegi sana coz it's something different and au naturel people...hahaha...

my face nih kadang-kadang combi and kadang-kadang kering so i decided to give it a go. And if tak allergic ker aper i think i'll go for the whole set =o

pic from Nuskin

anyway, NuSkin ageLOC Galvanic Spa pun macam impressive gak with their new launching product. This thingy nih boleh hilangkan kedutan di muka, for hair, for eye back and etc. An the testimonial yang pakai semua positivelah and bestnya ader yang macam they came out from buat botox tapi actually they just use this ageLOC Galvanic Spa thingy jer. Menarik tak?

The pricing quite high gak for me yang kedekut alam nih *handbags takper*. Yelah kang beli mahal-mahal tetiba tak sesuai. I remembered last time berabis almost 3k on estee lauder and end up muka gue ditumbuhi jerawat and blemishes yang bila tengok cermin macam nak pecahkan cermin jer. And dan-dan masa tuh nak blame the cermin pulak. End up pegi SK2 pi pekena pitera pulak konon-konon boleh tolonglah..hurmm hampeh gak.

my fren aisya gave a sample of LaMer cream. Excited nih na pakai cream harga beribu but dalam hati if sesuai hmm berlubang ah wallet tapi nasib baik tak sesuai. The next morning my face gatal and ader ruam *senang jer gue nih nak detect sesuatu benda tuh sesuai ke tidak*. Terus stop. Masa tuh terfikir gak mungkin cream yang concentrated tak sesuai ngan muka.

So end up,i settled for korean brand gak which takder jual kat pharmacy and luckily my best fren is one of the agent.Fine.Settled. Mungkin muka aku jenis kulit korean kot *sila muntah darah*

Tapi...susahlah pulak nak dapat stock coz my fren nih pun buat business lain gak.

Then Simplysiti came out then terjebak jugak *product dah habis so kena cepat replace with something else*.Luckily it's from korea *aku pun tak tau why aku terjebak ngan korean nih* to my surprised ok gak product nih and luckily gak ader starter kit but when it comes to buying the real thing wahhh harga tak nak kalah ngan L'oreal ko..tetiba jer fikir not worth it. Sorry again, aku pun tak tau why aku cheapskate on beauty line nih...*hiks*

okay now again, terjebak ngan burt's bees *harga dia ok-oklah* and maybe next Nuskin who knows..Well, the girl at Nuskin cakap if tak sesuai money back guaranteed *if muka aku jahanam ko nak repair balik tak??*

My cousin has been using it since they launch in Singapore and it seems to be working for her. And am planning to go with my sis in laws next week to see the demo on us *winkwink*

so..till then.

about rainbow cake

2010-06-08T01:51:00.010+08:00

hurm...tarik nafas..lepassss....

hahaha

what was your first impression of this picture?

me?

"huh!colourful nyer!!but...so..nice..and..**sambil telan air liur**.. YUMMY!!"

hahaha over tak?

but that's the truth!

and after that teruslah dibayangi oleh cake itew..

manalah nak cari kat malaysia nih..

and nak suruh my mum bake it

semata-mata anak kempunan nak kena lempang??

check this one out man..hahaha...slurp..slurp lah air liur itew..

nasib baik tak puasa

anyway..all this pics was taken from lady of leisure blog...from her bloglah gue sangat kempunan nak rasa ini cake

*ishk macam pregnant pulak*

so i just kept the memory behind

*cheh sedey jer bunyikan?*

then one fine day

masa baru balik from work tetiba i saw this image sitting nicely on the table

presenting

apekah?

ini?

dejavu?

i've seen this cake somewhere..

tapi dimana ya?!

seperti pernah ku lihat...

i've been staring at the cake speechless

serious!

i think about 10mins kot

after that baru tanya my mum and she said my sis in law's fren yang buat

and the left overs were sent to our hse

for us to rasa the cake

*phew...thank god ader left overs*

hahaha

then i tasted the cake..

hurm..

seperti berada diatas rainbow..

hahaha kidding

it tasted like..

hurm..

sponge cake =)

nevertheless..i dah rasa dah the rainbow cake

how about you??

yummehh

*sekarang dah boleh buat kerja dgn tenang and cake kat secret recipe tuh boleh jalan...*

how i celebrated my birthday...

2010-06-07T01:22:00.003+08:00

okay my mum baked this cute cup cakes esp for ME...as i am not feeling today well i had flu since yesterday...i woke up really late **as usual** and was ready to have lunch already hehehhehehe..i didnt know they gonna celebrate my birthday today..i thought am gonna lazying around and watched tv with hubby and emmil..

these kids yang terlebey excited coz aunty neer malas nak tiup candles..hehehe thanks guys =)

as i was on the bed thinking what to eat tetiba ter-wished.."best nyer if mummy masak nasi ayam harini.." well,mcm your wish is my command pulak..sebab nyer bila keluar bilik saw mummy dok angkat ayam and ader cupcakes yang belum di-icing kat atas meja dapur..HOORAYYY!!

thanks mum..love you!!

ini budak busuk yang tak tau nak pilih cupcakes yang mana satu...

last but not least..one big happy family..love u guys so much =)

06.06.1979

2010-06-06T01:27:00.003+08:00

yup...it's my 31st birthday today...

up until now i am blessed with good career and family

of course i have other wishes that i cannot say here

but on Allah knows what i want and what i wished for **winkwink**

well..happy birthday to ME

i have renewed my passport tick done

2010-06-03T23:21:00.006+08:00

today was exhausting...i had to go to the immigration to renew my passport..and being me konon nak bangun awal and end up bangun pukul 8am...hahhaa konon nak gerak from home pukul 730am...

well anyway,as we arrived in subang immigration center...it was so HOT!!not the weather i mean weather memanglah panas but...that building tak ader aircond...my oh my...dahlah we havent had our breakfast coz bangun lambat kan??so dua-dua ekor dok sumbat perut wih ricolla sweets..hahahha

okay i know that they gonna moved soon but the place tuh macam run down building jer...atleast have a proper fan or standing aircond whatever lah coz yang datang ngan budak-budak kesian okay berpeluh and tak comfortable langsung..hish

i was looking at the kiosk yang boleh terus boleh renew passport without having to take numbers like i had 5 years ago only to know that the kiosk ROSAK... of all days lah kan???hurmmm

then off to the counter ambik nombor then bila kira tolak tambah= ambik ko 60 orang kau...baru turn aku!!!**bangun lambat lagi**

me and fida trying our best to be POSITIVE...but dalam hati dok doa "ya allah permudahkanlah urusan kami.." yelah..it's not an easy situasion..dahlah lapar then panas bahang coz takder aircond and standing fan pulak ader 3 jer...hmmm...

after like 2 hours menunggu giliran..yup you heard me right 2 hours kelaparan & kehausan...

tetiba ader one guard nih came to us and tanya whether nak buat renewal..terus angguk and the guard asked us to follow him..to my surprised dia bawak masuk bilik yang ader kiosk tuh..**huih lega sket coz ader aircond**

dalam hati dah excited giler coz takyah tunggu lamer..then one officer nih kata "kita try dulu..sebab machine nih rosak. if jadi kita boleh teruskan if not kena ikut procedure lah."..

what?aku nih guinea pig ah nih...cheh

for your info if you are using kiosk to renew your passport just prepare 2 keping gambar,rm100 for 2 years or rm300 for 5 years,your old passport and i/c.

and it takes 2 hours jer then you can collect your new passport =)

5 years ago you have to come and collect the next day tapi depa nih dah advance sekarang nih...salute to immigration...but i wished that they would tambah lagi the kiosk machine **sigh**

but takper sabar mana tau if rezeki machine nih functioning balik..hahhahaa..then after 1/2 hour still no news...

the thing is fida ader appointment doctor at 130pm and at that time dah 1130pm...hmm takut tak sempat then bila ckp at the officer tuh our situation *plus muka sedey* he said he need to sembahyang ishtiqarah dulu...hahahha

the boss saw us in the kiosk room and asked the officer to bring us inside his room...HOORAYYY!!

after waiting for another 15 minutes...my passport dah ready....

thank you..thank you...

so pengajarannya disini..even though ur day started not like what u expected just think positive and insyaallah things will get better and Allah will always be there to listen your prayers... =)

+++ a good company to teman and chatting..thanks babe...

"ive got a surprise cake frm hubby for our 5th anniversary....the thing is our anniversary is in august..."

2010-05-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

Last friday while I was lepaking with my sis in law borak pasal umah tetiba lampu tertutup. -i mean the whole house..then tetiba ader background 'music' nyanyi lagu happy birthday although bunyi mcm mumbling tapi the melody seems like it..

Then when I looked around everybody was smiling....AT ME!!!

In my mind terus celaru like..what the hell..did I just went senile and terlupe bout my birthday??is today's date 6 of june??gile takleh ingat birthday sendiri...keji nyer..hahahaha

Then my hubby came close to me and selamber said "today our anniversarylah..."And when I am checking out the cake my mind still lost and I can't even think and register but I remembered blaming myself for not remembering my own anni date...like duhhh??!

Worse case I couldn't see the wordings on the cake coz confused gile..then I said "betul ker?"Coz I remembered its in august..or what month is this?don't tell me it's august coz my birthday tak lepas lagi..shit am I on a traveling machine ker???

My hubby said tak caya?go and take our wedding Id..then the chaos started..my sis in law nana said "eh bukan wedding kita gap one week ker?" Then my bro sambung "ah ah lah.." Then kak nadia said to me "ish tak baiklah korang ni..faizal dah beli cake dah..just play along" and I was like "huh??"Sambil taking out my wedding Id...

Huh..ambik! My wedding anniversary is 25 august!!!!

semua orang including my parents berdekah-dekah gelak..+f course my hubby tried to protect himself but knowing my brother he can't escape lah...

So now I had a pre anniversary wedding...and sayang thanks for 3 months in advance anniversary cake and me n emmil love you soo much :p

ah long ader yang baik???

2010-05-27T03:58:00.004+08:00

my favourite place nowdays is klcc...well,one thing for sure dekat ngan office and meeting point for everybody...although parking jangan ceritalah the mahal-ness but what to do kena jugak pegi office nak submit case..

anyway,a friend of mine bercerita about money lender yang beroperasi kat malaysia..borak punya borak tetiba dia keluar statement ni..

"money lender nih if you tak boleh bayar interest pun takper..."

aku pun dengan pantas "biar betul"

and dengan selamber dia cerita bout her ex company yang dah kena freezed account atas sebab tertentulah...and the company covered by insurance company. as for me tak pernah dengar pulak money lender a.k.a ah long BAIKKK...hahahah first time hokey...

and i said "tak kena pukul ker??or bunuh???or kena simbah cat merah??"

"taklah..janji u bayar balik duit pokok and they waive the interest tapi takderlah kena pukul sbb registered money lender mana boleh pukul orang salah coz if the person report polis the money lender kena tarik balik licensed...tapi if masuk court money lender still menang coz dah ader agreement..."

"ohh..susah ker nak dapat license?"aku kan busybody..hahahaha

"susah and now dah takder released lagi dah license tuh and the person nak buat money lending nih pun tak boleh ader or pernah nama kena black listed and kena ader 15 mill dalam company..kalu aku tak silap.."

and aku ngan kawan aku yang sorang lagi pun terkebil-kebil pandang each other and tertanya sendiri "ader ker money lender yang baik???"

and why orang yang desperate or yang memerlukan wang pergi kat tempat ah long yang interestnya tinggi and bila takleh bayar kena bunuh or simbah cat or what not?kan ader tempat yang berlesen??

hurm..entahlah...

bag organizer yang menyenangkan hidupku...

2010-05-20T02:09:00.003+08:00

pernah tak handbag anda se-serabut bag ini?and pernah tak anda terkebil-kebil mencari kunci kereta didalamnya sambil terfikir "have i lost my keys??"

or mencari handphone yang berdering macam nak gila!!hahahahaha..

well...it happened to me all the time (used too lah..) sampai my fren fida said to me "cukup-cukup ah tuh..please get yourself a handbag organizer.."hahaha yes darling i dah ikut cakap you..kuangkuang oh and thanks for mengikuti kekalutan mencari handbag organizer ini...

so here goes my stuffs yang dalam handbag (pada hari itu) although bila disusun-susun takderlah banyak sangat barangkan?but bila dah disatukan didalam compartment handbag itew terus menjadi tongkang pecah...masa tulah nak cari pen pun satu jam lama nyer..hehehe

inilah bag organizer nyer...by gin &jacque.

hampir sajer aku merembat satu bag organizer nih yang berharga rm132...hahahaha..julie nasib baik u ader and fida nasib baik u suruh tengok2 dulu if not memang dah rembat dah... =)

yang nih murah je...rm52!tapi ader jer yang takder brand yang murah lagi tapi mak tak sabar nak menunggu so i just grab this **puas hati**

this handbag organizer ni ader kat cziplee stationary shop kat bangsar or just buy online jer...but of course kena tengok dulu coz they have another size which tinggi sket and a bit squarish ah..and i dont like yang handbag organizer yang macam tali pinggang tuh coz mak nih pemalas...hehehehe

wallahh...inilah hasil nyer apabila disumbat menjadi satu adunan yang mampat..*macam kek pulak* ofcourse make-up bag gue tak muat sebab itu consider another bag yang memang sah-sah boleh carik =P

view atas lak..abaikan chop mohor itew...baru tempah hehehehe...

i know that orang dah lamer dah postkan benda nih..gue jer yang terlambat nak rembat but well better late then never...~adakah?~

sebenarnya bag organizer ni yang best nyer bila tukar bag...just angkut the whole thing masuk in the new handbag so takderlah case barang tertinggal in the previous bag **winkwink**

~selamat mencuba~

"the end of the world"

2010-05-14T01:36:00.003+08:00

this song has been lingered in my mind since yesterday.my dad love this song so much and used to sing it to me when i was little...

such a nice song-kan?wished that nowadays music were more like those days songs

hmm...

so here goes..

"Why does the sun go on shining

Why does the sea rush to shore

Don't they know it's the end of the world

'Cause you don't love me any more

Why do the birds go on singing

Why do the stars glow above

Don't they know it's the end of the world

It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder

Why everything's the same as it was

I can't understand, no, I can't understand

How life goes on the way it does

Why does my heart go on beating

Why do these eyes of mine cry

Don't they know it's the end of the world

It ended when you said goodbye

Why does my heart go on beating

Why do these eyes of mine cry

Don't they know it's the end of the world

It ended when you said goodbye"

by nina gordon

...life is...

2010-05-14T01:09:00.004+08:00

we were at seremban 2 house last weekend,mengemas mana yang patut and what to take and what to sell...we decided that we're gonna do a garage sale instead of bawak barang balik kl coz cost saving and less hassle...

penat jugak men-tag all the barang and now dok sibuk nak cari design for the pamphlet...and thinking of how nak distribute later..anyway,we enjoyed the bonding moment yang sangat-sangat susah nak dapat esp with all the busy people nih...hehehe

there's a few moments that all of us just sit and reminiscent about the past and when hubby opened up arwah ayah's briefcase and saw hubby's name card in arwah ayah's wallet was soo touching...sad,proud,happy feeling were in the room...mixed feeling i must say *sobsob* arwah mak's crystal necklace and of course barang-barang haji..hmm..word just cant describe and just cant believe that they are gone...and when emmil say "atuk " and "nenek" was one classic moment...

but everybody was so strong to not cry...

*sigh*

i know that they in a better place *al-fatihah*

::yup not for sale sign coz we were busy tagging items for our garage sale::

::si kecik nih bukan nak tolong tapi tolong menyepahkan umah dengan duit syiling arwah atuk,

penyudahnya achu and mak ngah kena layan budak kecik ini.::

thinking...thinking

2010-05-12T01:35:00.003+08:00

today i had a chat with a guy which i consider him as my boss...**bosh as i usually calls him**
i asked him "why do you choose sales line?"
he said "it's unlimited salary/money + more time for family"
"hmm.."i replied

well,it's true...that's the first reason why i decided to end my designer job and hop into sales..i wanted an unlimited salary..i know it's not gonna be all bed of roses but i know that i can do it!...yeah hard work + passion =makes my work more meaning full...i trust and love the product..why?i feel that i can help people in this line..seriously,i have a noble heart **sila muntah**

but hey this is my way nak ibadah-lah kira...if the product is good people would praise you and of course good vibrations will follow you **jangan percaya cakap saya..bak kata dr azizan**betul...tak caya?bagus...

...tapi cuba korang try

if the situation say...anda seorang yang handal dalam masakan tetiba orang yang makan semua puji your food..mestilah kembang kuncup bontot tuh sampai tak muat kerusi **guling guling** and after that nak masak lagi and lagi and lagi...betul tak??

but what if you masak and people starts to compare or complain that the food tak sedaplah or anything bad ah..mesti u surrender and retire from memasak your whole life i think... betul??and masa tuh mesti menangis kaw-kaw coz you think you have tried your best but people tak appreciate...so the vibration pun jadi muram...

get it??that's what am trying to say..i feel good **macam NTV7**when i sell the product!

so i guess perkara diatas cuma nak sedapkan hati sendiri coz macam ter-confused and sometimes datang berfikir sendiri "betul ker you want to do sales?no fixed income"

but NOW yeap..i am very sure coz i know no matter what i will get the support from my family and my closest friends **hugs**

above all...saper yang tak nak bangun lambat pagi-pagi without thinking yang kejap lagi aku kena marah ngan boss or asyik-asyik MC jer memajang...oh it's a NO-NO for me...hehehehe and also unlimited cutiiiiiiiii....without needing anybody's approval **senyum kambing**

but as for now i will have to work hard to get where i plan to be in another 6 months times...insyaallah...

"Happy Mother's Day"

2010-05-11T01:42:00.003+08:00

hope it's not to late to wish all mothers "happy mother's day"

well got the below items from hubby...giler excited coz been aiming this perfume for quite sometimes but masa tuh perfume banyak lagi...

alhamdulillah...finally =)

although being a mother is not an easy job but syukur coz i have a wonderful and loving husband,a naughty but adorable son and a lovable parents and families...they helped me a lot and taught me how to be a...well... close to perfect **winkwink**

to my mum:

"thanks for being there for me ALWAYS,your time and your unconditional love for us...
hope that you like your pressie although it's a second hand items but it's very valuable to faizal and his family...
hope that you take care of it like arwah mak**al-fatihah...rindu kat mak** did and cherish it forever...
i know it's your dreamed "pinggan mangkuk brand" hehehe...
i love you so much that words can't even describe it...
happy mother's day mum"

pic from strawberrynet.com

wasabi kena cium...

2010-05-05T17:16:00.003+08:00

disuatu hari ditepi jalan raya berdekatan solaris...ader 3 makhluk Allah yang sedang bertekak...konon ah..(aku nih lembut mana nak jerit-jerit..siap aku tanya depa nih okay ker tak lagi...)

anak: so what are we going to do now??

me: well,obviously it's your fault then you have to pay for the damages..

anak: pay??!!

me:yup,if not both of us need to go to the police station and claim from the insurance company...

(dengan sepantas kilat si anak nih menjawab...isk takder lesen ker ko nih?hehehehe)

anak:no,no,no we pay...

anak: can i have your details?

me: sure...(sambil bagi details)

mother: woongjing?? (tetiba jer mak si anak nih bersuara sebab dari tadi senyap sunyi sambil geleng-geleng kepala agak nyer dia tengok uniform aku kot..)

me:huh? (apehal lu??yer aku harini kena pakai uniform coz ader meeting tadi kalu tidak tak kuasa gak nak pakai coz org lain pandang macam aku nih pelik jer..)

then the mother starts to talk in korean...yup aku kerja ngan korean company so takyah lah ko nak test aku nyer korean language lakss...hishhh dah lah panas terik nih...ko sesuka hati jer buat pusingan maut without tengok kiri kanan ko...eh?ker laki ko kerja ngan company aku..hehehehe seram gak kang tak pasal-pasal nama aku naik kang kat opis tuh..tapi ok gak senang nak mintak claim..hehehehe...

so yup...my wasabi dah kena cium...hmm..nasib baik sikit jer...tapi hati ku sangat panas ah...

nak buat police report pulak satu hal coz kena report kat polis trafik kl (just incase depa taknak bayar nih standby jerlah..)...dah lah hujan..sesat and basah kuyup sebab meredah hujan (saper suruh park jauh-jauh...)

tapi nasib baik polis-polis trafik tuh semua mesra alam and siap ader yang ingat aku nih pelakon samarinda..bley???hehehehe layan kan jerlah tapi mereka nih semuanya baik-baik and sangat-sangat menolong sebab aku tak ingat jalan..and tadi bila they bank in the money bila aku call the police siap tanya "ko dah check duit dah ader dalam account belum?"hehehehe.."dah encik.." pastu dia jawab"dah takyah tarik balik laporan takper..." huih??biar betul "nanti jadi aper2 tak kat depa encik?" tanya aku yang mcm tak caya..macam aku lak polis..hehehehe... "takper ko jangan risau"

...aku bukan aper depa dah bayar so aku tak nak masalah di kemudian hari lak..kesian kat depa..kan aku dah kata aku nih lembut hati..harituh sikit jer lagi aku tak nak buat laporan polis sebab aku percaya anak dan ibu itu PASTI akan bayar..tapi bila kena se dasss ngan laki gue..terus jadik takut..heheheh

okay berakhirlah aku nyer sengsara coz esok boleh hantar wasabi masuk "hospital" satu setengah hari...hehehehehe..kesian wasabi kena ketuk

...

2010-04-27T01:59:00.002+08:00

semua orang sedang memujuk supaya kembali
bukan tak nak tapi rajuk dihati tak sembuh lagi ditambah masalah belum selesai...
walaupun tinggalkan yang lamer dan ambil yang baru
still teringat yang lamer...

should i go back and give it a try first or i shouldn't??

can i do two jobs at one time?

hmm...

kelly's concert!!yahooo

2010-04-26T02:01:00.003+08:00

we went to KELLY CLARKSON'S CONCERT!!!

yup..nampak cam budak-budak kan?tetapi ramai gak yang berumur 50an pergi jua hahahhaa
maybe nak temankan anak or cucu kot...

well,overall best ah suara dia walaupun meloncat tetapi tetap maintain okay tak dengar langsung pancit dia..walaupun dah agak gemuk berbanding dgn awal kemunculan dia.

walaupun kami berada di tingkat yang paling atas tetapi sgt memuaskan hati kami ladies

okay gambo kena update later..

in the state of being happy (confused jap..)

2010-04-24T21:00:00.001+08:00

i've been reading this book for about 3 mths kot..bukan habis in 3 months tapi dok berulang-ulang..tangan nih dok gatal jer nak highlights benda yang penting...tapi...sebab bukan buku sendirik soo..pepaham jerlah..hahahaha
**sorry na nanti kak lin beli yang baru for you..**

yup,although it's borrowed but it's so fun bace buku orang..hahahhaa
**if sendiri punyer mesti bertahun kot** nevertheless i enjoyed reading it and it gave me so much info and knowledge!

sometimes kita tak perasan that what we're doing is wrong but hey we are only humans kan??hmm but i love this book and would recommend to you guys out there yang nak cari buku motivation yang mild and tak pening kepala coz the author pakai words yang mudah difaham and siap ader example lagi..oh luper nak cakap..it's funny too!!serious!!kelakar

while i was reading this semua orang kat kopitiam tuh pandang...
1)maybe it's kinda weird orang baca buku kat kopitiam kot..yelah jarang sgt unless kat kedai buku..
2)pelik for them coz aku baca buku motivation apehal pulak nak gelak-gelak **suka hati akulah!tajuk pun BEING HAPPY aku pun happy ahhh**
3)sebab aku sorang kot...
4) sebab diaorang pun nak beli buku tuh..hahahhaa..

well,whatever the reason pun..aku mcm malu gak ah nak angkat buku tinggi2 coz nanti depa judge aku pulak...well typical malaysian-kan suka judge2 orang as if depa jer hebat **nasib baik bukan cerita romance yang cover dia boleh tahan punya aksi tuh aku bawak**...tuh tak termasuk waiters filipino yang dok depan aku and dok sibuk nak baca title buku aku..boleh??cover ah sikit dingdong!!**hmm ker depa marah aku dok situ order fries and white coffee tapi dok berejam??!!**

entah..mungkin aku perasan sendiri kot...tapi mustahil coz semua nyonya,amoi and uncles pandang i pelik...
dah check dah..kot kot seluar koyak ker..butang tercabut ker...lipstick tebal ker...semua dah check ah..

...tapi kan..ader gua kesah =)

rating: TWO THUMBS UP!!

...very the berry...

2010-04-24T00:57:00.003+08:00

i think BB is overrated already..

but who cares!!hahahaha

**gelak jahat**

got mine already all the way from penang

yeay!!

thanks to mr hubby for the early birthday present!!

"love you b"

about MACH...

2010-04-14T23:21:00.012+08:00

hi peeps
been busy coz ader banyak nak settle kat officesince now ader 2 office so quite hectic lah my schedule
sekejap lari sini and sekejap lari sanatuh tak termasuk nak jumper client lagi
but above all i love my new job most **winkwink**

maybe sebab baru lagi that's why macam terlebih excited jer bila bercerita
well,benda bagus takkkan tak promote kot **over minah nih kan??**

anyway,i dah dapat my MACH today **hooray**sangat happyyyy sebab dah takyah nak tunggu air panas masak, tunggu air panas suam or tunggu air betul2 sejuk dalam peti ais coz semuanya dah tersedia 24/7!!
**sukesukesuke**

so now nak buat susu emmil memang senang and takyah tunggu nak panaskan air lagi..if not..hmm..penat okay **penantiankan satu penyiksaan..tak caya cubalah**

furthermore it's RO water so it's super clean =P

well enough said saper nak tau what am i babbling about scroll down ya!!

PRESENTING MACH!!

to harga??
erm murah jer...

rm3200 **hah terbeliak mata kan???kan??**
but dont worry coz ader rental

rental???

yup rental...just pay registration rm100 (sebab sekarang ader promotion sampai Jun if not rm200)
and first month rental rm110 = rm210
..then the following month bayar rm110 je **easy peesy kan?**

then every 2 months CODY akan datang service machine MACH anda!!
FREE of CHARGE **smile**

okay,the contract is 2 years and you can return it if you tak nak pakai dah but if you continue renting after 5 years it's YOURS!!

"..tapi kira mahal lah if kita kira after 5 years baru jadi milik kita
then better beli terus.."

well..tak mahal coz if you beli terus pun you still want the CODY people to come and service you kan?if not saper nak jaga your water filter ...the different if you beli terus and rental taklah macam langit and bumi **muka serious** makna nyer takderlah rugi sangat
**ishk betul...tak caya??hmm..scroll down**

contoh :

if beli terus
rm3200 + rm2880(rm720**premium package** x 4 years **1st year free warranty & service**) = rm6080

if rental
rm110 **dah termasuk premium package** x 5 tahun = rm6600

beza cuma rm520 so whoever yang ader duit lebih boleh opt for beli terus but for those yang budget kecil **mcm saya** or takde budget tapi nak minum air bersih **mcm saya** or memang tak nak pening kepala on service **mcm saya** so opt for rental je...

mudahkan??

the rental RM110 tuh termasuk services and warranty .....so whatever happens to the machine you takyah bayar extra charges pun =)

so enough explanation dah kot **mcm ceramah dah** but if tak puas hati and need more explanation just email me or buzz me okay **senyum kambing** i am more then happy to assist you...

tak puas hati lagi???hmm checkout lah kat COWAY sendiri
**note: COWAY tau bukan COSWAY**

..hehehehe

~okay i am off to PENANG...promote my new job there~

i love coway

2010-04-10T01:02:00.003+08:00

okay..listen up peeps

i am so happy today coz i am officially a HP Elite!
no..no..not a HP laptop or the computer

hooray!!

we had a blast training in PD although it was quite a tight schedule but we really enjoyed our self over there...

and i will tell you more about COWAY later and why i decided to join the team =)

till then have a good weekend ahead

7 days and 6 nights @ PMC

2010-04-07T01:26:00.003+08:00

last tuesday emmil tetiba jer demam panas...although i thought the fever will cool off sebab dah bawak pegi clinic and the doctor said he will be find cuma it takes atleast 3 days for him to recover or else bring him back to the clinic coz takut H1N1..i was like what????!!

...till 330am his fever kejap turun to 37 then naik terus to 39.5 degree...hmm..dok sms hubby and hubby had to sms my mum and dad to help me out coz i couldnt sleep...

the next morning terus bawak pegi Pantai Medical Centre and jumper doctor Azam...his fever at that time still 39 degree...the doctor gave me 2 options...a) to go back home and give him antibiotics and monitor his fever or b) admitted so that the doctor will give him direct antibiotics...

it wasn't a hard decision coz if i choose option A sure tak menjadi coz emmil tak suka ubat esp. antibiotics ...so i opt for option B

so there goes my day...from tuesday till monday...hmm..imagine..

masuk hari ke-3 i dah start tak sedap badan mcm nak kena flu so cepat2 asked my mum to buy some medicine and minum alkaline water...i cant be sick sebab saper nak jaga emmil nanti...

it was so tiring coz sakit badan tido in single bed dgn emmil..hahaha..the nurse will wake you up at 4am nak bagi ubat for emmil if his tempreture naik and then makan makanan hospital everyday (nasib baik mummy & daddy ader..thanks mum & dad),pusing-pusing pun dalam hospital or ward,channel TV yang ader agak limited hahahaa..nak jugak channel 104 & 712,and owh,emmil did complained bout the nursery..he said "where's the playground??"hahaha meaning "mana all the toys??"...i think PMC seriously kena tambah toys....

..but the nurse I SUKE okay..sangat friendly and sangat2 menolong and paling penting tidak SOMBONG...best best...

okay..the doctor couldnt detect anything wrong with emmil although dah ambil sample darah and stool tapi takder benda2 yang "pelik" or dengue or rotavirus...so his conclusion was maybe it's viral and he said viral nih degil sket nak baik...

hmm...walaupun kureng berpuas hati ngan jawapan doctor tuh i am just glad that he is okay now and FREE from fever.....

and he is jumping up and down now dgn cousin-cousin dia and dah start perangai nakal dia and full with ideas eg:panjat bangku to reach the sink or bukak susu nia and tabur on the floor...**sigh**

but now..mommy emmil pulak yang kena flu and kurang sihat...my dad said maybe coz i am so tired and lack of rest...and he said if you have flu you need a lot of rest....

well,daddy am gonna do that coz i'll be back on my feet for my training this thursday and friday in PD....**flu please go away...i need to concentrate**

^^off with her head!!^^

2010-03-08T02:19:00.003+08:00

hi there,
been busy and not well was the reason i am not blogging
**please blame the pms**

my mood swing was horrible..i know and i just can snapped at people although i will try my best way to avoid making a scene at stranger well mostly my client but i cant avoid my hubby and my littlle boy emmil...

...but most of the time would be emmil...

lastnight was kinda teruk..i was in pain and lengguh kaki and as ussual when it's time of the month i would feel tired and sleepy most of the time...and when i needed my sleep emmil on the other hand wanted to play and watched tv (he woke up from his nap at 10pm!!inilah bahana tak tidur petang..and when he does this is what happen)...but me and hubby in a way forced him to sleep...hm not a good idea huh?after waking up at 10pm and forced to sleep at 1am..hmm..bad choice mom!!

on the bed he was not sleepy so he kept on bugging me...asking me to rub his head then tepuk bontot then he will ask questions then nak susu lagi...and this thing has been going on like for an hour...i think i've tried my very best to stay calm and still pursued him to go to sleep like i always do but last night it did not work..

so i screamed at him...i said i was tired and in pain and needed my sleep!he was quite for awhile after a few minutes of crying but started to bugged me again after like 20 minutes...then i just couldnt think anymore..i just mumbling something and dragged him out of the room and switched on the cartoon network and i was there till 530 am!!

i cried though...all the way till i fell asleep...thinking is this my fault or what have i done wrong to deserved this...who should i turned too...well,i know it sounded foolish but that's how i felt at that moment coz i couldnt think straight...

...i was deeply hurt...and i dont know by whom...that's the worse part

"i love you emmil and will always do...forgive me"

**i need to practice meditation more from now on**

my mom's 60th birthday..

2010-03-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

"happy 60th birthday mummy...
semoga dipanjangkan umur and dilimpahi rezeki yang halal..."

love you loads =)

from: me, faizal and emmil

phewww

2010-02-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

now i can breath...

after our meeting tonite and lonnggg explanation by the management

i am now happy although they should do this long time ago

but i am just blessed

alhamdulillah...

thank you God for making my life easier and clearer =)

**pheww**

2010-02-24T03:40:00.002+08:00

i just lost a friend today...
he was not that close to me but will be dearly remembered as he was such a nice guy and a lovely husband to my close friend and a father to 2 kids...

it was a very sad night as we never would have thought that an operation (removing his tonsil) that actually gonna change his life forever went wrong and he did not survive...

hmm...bak kata fida tadi "the operation was only the penyebab" guess you are right babe...apabila tiba masanya nanti kita kembali kepada Pencipta juga...itu sudah dijanjikan and pasti terjadi kepada semua makhluk Allah...

everything was so sudden...hmm...

...and sad...

2 sad news in one day and in 1 house...it is just heartbreaking and semoga you guys stays strong...i can only pray **sobsob**

to hazim and nik...sabar and tabah menghadapi dugaan nih...

**speechless**

"one thing leads to another.."

2010-02-18T02:54:00.002+08:00

i am fine and dealing with the situation calmly and one go at a time

my SIL borrowed her motivation book for me to read (although she just bought the book but gave me the honor to read it first..**tsk tsk** thanks dear)

and by reading it gave me the focus and what i want now as well as what i'm gonna do next...

here is something that i want to share with you guys who is blur like hell or lost in time..like me...hahahaha**for the time being jer lah**

"Start anywhere you can.Give your best shot to whatever is in front of you,and opportunity will begin to find you.It's called developing a reputation.
It's called "One thing leads to another".

by andrew matthews "follow your heart"

see how a simple words can just struck your heart!like BAMMM right to the face..hahahaha

well,we are learning aren't we?to me everyday i learn something new and accept it as it is but i will try to be a better me...

life is GREAT!!!

tired of being stressed..need something new to cheer me up but how??

2010-02-12T01:38:00.004+08:00

today was a laid back day.emmil had fever lastnite so thought of bringing him to the doctor tapi little that i know the doctor that my bro dok pegi dekat ngan atria tutup on thursday.so me and my mum decided to go to atria for window shopping plus nak bawak budak kecik nih jalan2...and mommy just wanna chill and kinda nak stress free lah harini...LOTS on my mind lately nih...

okay,let me tell you something..i was supposed to go to Genting Highland today for a leadership something something but my leader refused to go so i had no other choice but to listen and follow her which i think it is such a selfish decision seriously...we had paid rm150 for that function and suddenly because of something going on she decides that it's better both of us didn't go and she said "...it will be boring and all you will hear is about our next target and all yadda yadda yadda..and it wont solve our problems..."hmm..well maybe it's boring for you but not for ME...that's why i said sometimes people are just good at being selfish!!

being selfish is one thing...did it ever cross her mind that i am new in this business??and i need to know all this stuffs...i know that right now we are facing some difficulties but i am sure that by being there we could get some support from others coz the difficulties did not only happens to us..everybody is AFFECTED!!am very disappointed in her coz all this while i thought she could lead and when this happened i know she leads with her emotion...

GOD...

i am not a leader material..that i know for sure.and some people are born leaders which is great but when you're not a leader material and you have to be one it takes courage to do so.but one thing for sure if perempuan sure lead + emotional = result.i maybe wrong tapi this is through my experience lah...am not saying SEMUA perempuan cannot lead and that lelaki takder mcm nih ..ader okay and i know a few gak..hehehe..but tulah nobody is perfect kan?!

as for me right now..i am who i am!

and my decision right now is "I WILL DECIDE WHAT I WANT!!"

~hushhh~

integrity...

2010-02-10T19:20:00.002+08:00

i always wonder
macam mana orang tuh boleh berjaya?
or how that person makes money?

can i afford an Audi A4?
can i be the best of all?
and when i thought i am at the right track..
BAMMMM!!
(makna nyer kepala terantuk dinding yang sangat tebal...)

today we talk about integrity
a very simply word but a strong meaning for me as of today or forever

when i first doing this thing
i thought that everything is transparent
that i don't have to think about the outcome later as it has been spoon feed to us
we just market the product..that's all
i have faith in doing it

was i wrong?

i dont know yet...

or should i choose a different path now?

or should i just stop thinking and move ahead...

well,neer....

I. N. T. E. G. R. I. T. Y.

...hussshhh....

"little party for emmil's 2nd birthday"

2010-02-10T00:13:00.006+08:00

emmil is 2 years old...yeayyy!!
see how time flies-kan?
my baby boy dah jadik big boy dah and semakin chubby and berat..hahaha

emmil suka menyanyi sekarang nih..he will start like "bob the hmm..hmm.."(bob the builder song) or "thomas..hurmm..hurm.one.." (lagu thomas pulak) or "hurmm..hurm..hurm..noddy" (lagu noddy pulak) and expect you to sambung the song..serious!!so you have to be very alert and fast and of course hafal the lagu hahahaha..tapi he doesnt mind you humming together with him if you dont know the song or tak hafal...

and the other day i merajuk ngan dia (actually marah but try reversed psychology lah konon..) and guess what he started to sing sambil menangis konon macam nak pujuk i lah..i was shocked coz mula-mula i thought he was mumbling something but then bila tengok gesture tangan dah macam itsy bitsy spider terus i tergelak...and he on the other side looked at me like i am some cuckoo mother yang tak faham anak tengah dok pujuk mak nyer..hehehehe..emmil..emmil...

so yesterday was his birthday...daddy kata just celebrate kecil-kecilan dulu then will celebrate again..ngeehh so bought him cake,balloon thomas and party packs for the kids...just for FUN and nak nampaklah suasana birthday sikit...

so to aunties and uncles thank you for coming to emmil's little party...love you so much and oh tok daddy and tok mummy for celebrating it with emmil although the biggest loser was on air...hiksss!sorry kacau tok mummy... =)

for those yang sms-ed to wish emmil happy birthday thank you so much and also pak ngah&makngah,paklang&maklang and of course achu...nanti beli emmil present tau **winkwink**

oh not for getting..aunty iylia...hehehheee...

hope that emmil will grow up to be a happy and smart kid and also sihat waalfiat and jadi budak yang baik serta dengar cakap...i have no complaints as for now coz he has been a WONDER FULL boy to me and his daddy..love you munchkin...and happy birthday!!

...hmm...

2010-02-05T02:35:00.003+08:00

how i wish i could turn back time..but i can't...!

regret is an understatement but i have to face the reality...

soon..it will all be OVER!
soon

insyaallah

**dugaan please hush away**

hard rock penang....rock!!

2010-01-28T02:12:00.008+08:00

okay let me tell you something...we did not planned to stay here when we were in Penang but decided that it's best for us to give it a try..hahaha..(sebenar nyer gatal..hehehehe)

luckily there's a promotion at that time wallah there we were to enjoy the scenery and the Rocknroll themed..ngeeehhh...but seriously it was fun...i mean i never been to any other hardrock's hotel before and this is the first for us..check out the pool area man..so cool..and i really wished emmil was there with me...

the hotel is kid friendly..they even have the gym for the kids,kid's area/playroom and superb swimming area for kids to have FUN!!

hmm..cant wait to bring emmil,yenyen,dina and nia here..

owh and music is on ALL the time =)

okay mind the hotel slippers..hehehe...tak sanggup you nak jalan in my 3" high heel and owh that sleeper is so comfy...we even crossed the road to do our reflexsology in that comfy sleepers hahaha told you it was not planned! =)

::my guy::

::writing desk yang so classy::

::the snack area and the person who love the room soo much::

::nice?niiiceeee::

::the KING himself::

::okay..there's a catch..the KING or the MIRROR...sexy!!::

::then normal tv cabinet::

::our seaview room::

::i love the seater...::

so guys aper lagi..pegilah HARDROCK HOTEL,Penang =)

story bout emmil's first operation

2010-01-21T03:00:00.011+08:00

so we went to KPJ shah alam on the 18th of january 2010 at 5pm as scheduled...emmil was sleeping masa sampai so i waited in the waiting room while hubby pergi settle registration and bilik...

mean while sempat tangkap gambar di bawah untuk tatapan umum =)

note for e mmil:"emmil nilah gigi emmil yang rosak tuh.."

::gigi emmil yang rosak::

when we finally admitted in a double bedded room coz single room dah full then barulah all the trauma or perasaan takut tuh datang..will he be fine,does it gonna hurt him etc.

emmil was okay sebab masa sampai hospital he was sleeping but only masa nak masuk bilik dia dah bangun and realised that "hey..this is not home or hotel" and he started saying "kuar,kuar" (means:"keluar..tak nak duduk dalam ward) and it goes on until hubby saw a play room for him to play **fuuhh**

tapi lega sekejap jer coz he started it agian as soon as hubby bawak masuk bilik balik..hmm..then i asked hubby to bring his laptop so that he can watch his "thomas and his friends" vcd and wallah it's a good idea!nasib baik..**double fuhh**

the next thing is when the nurse keep on coming asking this and that,he started to panic balik..i think he knows kot..hehehe..then slowly i told him that 2morow the doctor will cabut his gigi coz gigi depan emmil dah rosak..he nodded calmly...

malam tido pukul 12:45 so i was quite worried coz doctor cakap 4am kena start puasa...alamak..he is used to be suap whenever he wants to so bila jadik macam nih i started to fed him from 2am and 330am...although dia macam tak nak i have to pretend alihkan tempat tido dia...well until i heard "burpp" from his mouth i was satisfied **at that moment jer**

then at 730am emmil start asking "milk,milk"...me and hubby looked at each other...my eyes dah bergenang dah "milk takder sayang"...then he started to shout "milk!!milk!!" i dah sebak giler dah masa nih and emmil pun bukak mata and cried....i tried to distract him by watching cartoons and all **tripple fuhh**

at 8am emmil sambung balik tido coz he was still sleepy (he normally wakes up at 1030am-11am) nurse came at 9am suruh tukar diapers and tukar baju..when i looked at the baju yang macam kain langsir pun ader/dress pun ader i was laughing inside...tapi sedih balik coz doctor anesthetic came and advised us a few things and i started to panic dah at this time...dok harap that biarlah cepat all this thing pass...then doctor firdaus datang he said everything will be alright and it took 15 minutes jer...**15 minutes of hell for me**

9am kejutkan emmil and tukar pampers and then bila nak pakaikan baju langsir tuh terus dia refused...hahaha..hubby had to bring him to playroom barulah dia nak pakai...

::nilah baju dia...hahaha::

1030am we were ushered downstairs to the operation room...i tak sanggup to see him crying coz emmil dok cakap sambil nangis "bye,bye nurse..see you.." (means: berambuslah kau dari sini..tak faham ke?) so hubby lah yang kena hantar sampai kat operation theater...i on the other hand couldn't stop crying and waited in the waiting room. semua orang pandang as if someone had died or something and i felt guilty when they started asking question...yelah emmil masuk OT untuk cabut gigi while the others waited for their loved ones for major operations...but i dont care!this is my son and i have the right to CRY!!but heheheh i could see weird expression in their face when i said "anak cabut gigi" hahahaha silly me...

the operation started at 11am and i heard emmil's voice at 1130am crying and the nurse called up my hubby to assist them..a few second after that a nurse came and said "Puan,emmil haqeem nak toy dia" i quickly gave her his car (that tok mummy just bought a few days before coz it is his favorite at that time)

...then hubby sms that everything is fine and they are waiting for the nurse to come and collect us....and bila hubby keluar emmil was still crying and as soon as he saw my face he was showing his left hand as if saying "look mommy ader needle" and then he showed his mouth "and they cabut my gigi" and cried his lung out...it was a funny scene but i was so happy that my son is okay...

::first susu of the day after the operation (roughly about 8 hours without food or water)::

we went up to the ward and gave him some water...the doctor said if he vomit after he drinks then we have to let the nurse know if he doesn't we can give him milk...so bila tengok dia okay jer terus i bancuh susu..kesian anak mommy 7 hours without food..mesti lapar giler...

we stayed there for 3 days and 2 nights and were lucky to get single room after the operation..yeayyy!!freedom..ngeehhhhh

::thanks mak ngah and pak ngah for the fire engine::

::"no picture mommy..i'm tired"::

so there goes cerita pasal emmil haqeem kena cabut gigi..we have another appointment next wednesday and the doctor will tell us and guide us on how to take care of his teeth..

::"smile emmil and show me ur teeth"::

first trip to the DENTIST

2010-01-15T01:07:00.002+08:00

emmil had his first visit to the dentist today and as usual he will cry his lung out..

we need to do another check up 2morow as the specialist was not around...the training doctor said that emmil might have to go to the hospital coz the clinic usually does not equip with anesthetic and she thinks that it's better for emmil coz he just cant stop crying and it's hard for the doctor to do the check up... =(

well,when i heard the word anesthetic, i just couldnt believe it although it's for his own good (i mean he wont feel the pain and such) but still ...ANESTHETIC nih wei...not just a sleeping pill...hmm..

am i paranoid?yup!

but this is my SON we are talking about OFCOURSE I AM WORRIED!!!

dushdush

will update tomorrow...

wow..he's growing up too soon sobsob

2010-01-14T03:11:00.004+08:00

oh my god...
emmil just said the word
"disaster"...

while watching mickey mouse club just now!

hahaha..

of course in his own slang.

need to bring him to the dentist tomorrow
and just wonder how am i gonna manage as he will definitely
cry as soon as he sees the doctor..

hmm..

**pray hard...really really hard**

model lampin pakai buang

2010-01-08T00:15:00.003+08:00

::emmil,dina,ian and nia::

::mr huggies,miss mamypoko,mr huggies and miss drypers::

about 2010

2010-01-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

first day at ~~school~~ eh office was so dull coz erm everyone bz hantar anak pegi sekolah and bila tiba office semua mcm dah takder mood nak kerja coz ingat anak kot..hehehe

well my time will come soon too!hmm just cant imagine how it would be nanti **doa banyak-banyak**

so i lepak with a friend who is a staff nurse and borak bout our health..hmm i am gonna be 31 years old this year and me and my friend were thinking to do our full medical check up this year...tapi....hahahahaa sangat takut sama itu result ngohngohngoh...how yek?nak sihat tapi takut nak check...

well maybe we gonna do it next month tapi tak decide lagilah konon...nasib baik mine covered under hubby nyer company hahhaha tuh pun still terkedek-kedek nak check...

yelah..dalam kepala otak nih dok pikir what if this,what if that..hmm..entahlah too much of negativity pun enggak elok..hmm

oklah wait and see jelah...

sms-ed my best friend tadi and she's doing her chemo...hmm another chemo and she will off chemo insyaallah...she is so strong deep inside although she mumbles a lot on the chemo thingy but am so proud of her coz she manage to get through this hard moment with a smile...i know it's hard dear but we will get through this soon...get well soon dear...

pms..whylah...hmmm...

sigh mualaf

2009-12-29T23:48:00.007+08:00

pics from here

oh my GOD..i went to OU with my two good friends and watched this movie.

pergi tengok if you haven't coz i tell you it's one good movie and i think this IS the best movie ever..

why?coz it is full with messages that you have to think twice whether you are good or just so-so in al-quran verses...betul i am grateful and blessed for my dad has told me about reading the quran and watching the movie makes me wanna hug my dad and tell him that he is right all along...

i love the scene where rohani and rohana atas katil berdoa untuk memaafkan semua orang coz i do that before i go to sleep every night..and i got to know about it in a hard way...

my dad used to tell me to forgive and forget for what people did / done to you no matter what..

"just forgive them and whether they forgive you or not that is between the person and God"he once said it to me..

...i cried coz at that moment of time i was dealing with an emotional moment of my life..my bestfriend of 10 years and who i trusted and love dearly backstab me...i said to myself "how ya allah?please give me strenght to forgive this person coz deep in my heart i can't.."

then my dad tambah lagi..
"actually whatever happens to you dah dirancang olehNya..you have to accept it coz if you don't it is as if you are mad at Allah.."

then it hit me.."what??mad at Allah?what do you mean?i never pointed out that it's Allah's fault".and then he said in his calmness voice "No..Allah adalah pencipta manusia and seluruh alam and if you marah / benci makhluk ciptaan Allah sama tak macam you membenci Allah?cuba fikir..."

so i forgive that person...

aiyoo why-lah i never think about this before..and now i know...so that's why when people is mad at me,don't like me,do something bad at me and etc i just smile and bersyukur...and everynight after fatihah i would minta kemaafan dengan Allah and memaafkan semua orang yang ader niat jahat or yang secara sengaja/tidak sengaja membenci / menipu...

salah satu babak terakhir when rohani tells brian 103:1,2 & 3....semua tergamam including my two bestfriends...i told them if you want to know the answer go and read the quran..as simple as that..hahaha

note:actually i just read this a few days ago that's why i know =p

"Demi masa,
Sesungguhnya manusia itu benar-benar dalam kerugian,
kecuali orang yang beriman dan mengerjakan amal soleh dan nasihat menasihati supaya mentaati kebenaran dan nasihat menasihati supaya menetapi kesabaran.."

surah Al-'Ashr 103-1,2,3

seriously,i think arwah yasmin did a very good job...it's like arwah cuba "memberitahu" bacalah al quran to know more and this goes to others as well..as for me i have learn that ilmu di dada tak cukup lagi...and i believe that one day i will master the quran (insyaallah)

so for those yang tak tengok lagi please do and for those yang banyak kutuk or condemning cerita-cerita arwah yasmin ahmad...please think again..open up your mind don't block it sampai you cannot tell the right and wrong..subhanallah

to yasmin ahmad,
thanks for this movie =)
al fatihah

holiday mood...

2009-12-27T23:58:00.012+08:00

hohoho..merry christmas peeps..

it's been quite a long holiday-kan..

mine was okay but macam hectic gak..so let me divide it by days so senang nak baca..and senang jugak buat one entry instead of 3 entries memandangkan saya yang sgt limited to access internet nih... (malas dalam erti kata yang paling ringkas) =)

friday - i thought we gonna stay at home and watched tv coz i know that if we go out i can already imagined how the traffic will be...with school holiday and public holiday lagi..hmm go figure

but then when hubby said nak pergi shopping for emmil..i was thrilled..ngeehh yup being me yang suka shopping and i dont mind shopping for other people as long as i get to buy something is good enough already...

so off we go to OU and guess what...we waited almost half an hour to get a parking space..duhh..tulah luper nak alpha..ngeeehhh...

saturday - lastnite got an sms from my father "esok 10am kajang and pakai bajumelayu"...hahahaha kelam kabut hubby dok pikir nak pakai baju aper coz we thought bolehlahmengelat nak pakai shirt jer tapi kena jadi penanggahlah pulak...it is my cousin's double wedding..sungguh grand and beautiful set up!!i had the pics in my hp and couldn't transfer it coz wire hilang..dushdush

anyway we really had fun..my hubby,my dad and my sis in law nadia went up the stage and sang..hahaha..as ussual lah depa nih..they know they can sing so aper susah..cuba kalo u all asked me to go up there..mesti kejung gue di buat nyer coz tau kena kutuk later...hahahhaa..

but to see all the cousins and aunties and uncle gather all together makes me feel happy and teringat zaman kecik-kecik dulu when they used to cuddle us or went for a road trip or pegi mandi swimming pool in mimaland...ohh..sungguh best waktu tuh kira paling gempaklah..lebih gempak than sunway lagoon kalu nak kira..kihkihkih owh reminiscent the old days.. sungguh syahdulah pulak..

dengan hujan yang macam biscuit sejap ader sekejap berenti lagilah layan perasaan..hehehe

sunday - "the" day for the kids...we were looking forward for this day to come from lastweek lagi coz all has been planned out by my sis in law fiza...ngeehh although kami terlambat tiba coz emmil tetiba jer tak bagi siram air coz dia nak poop poop...so terpaksalah tunggu pakcik kecik tuh ready baru boleh siram air...and because of him kami terlewat..sorry guys hehehee...

owh..where did we go?

to ZOO NEGARA...

oiihh dah lamer tak jejak kaki ke sana okeh..so the lapuk pemikiran hamba ini..all that i can remember is the tram jer..how pathetic is that!!ngeeehh..memang masa kecik2 dulu i tak minat sgt binatang2 nih kucing jer yang menjadi kegilaanku yang lain takder pun takper..huiih tak baik kan statement ituh..hahahaha tapi itewlah kenyataan waktu kecik dulu sekarang dah lain coz bila baca tahap kepupusan harimau bintang / leopard sungguh menyeramkan..tahap merisaukan..mana depa-depa nih pegi????

emmil was in his good mood and his best behaviour...owh mommy and daddy so proud of you...he is more interactive now compare to masa kitaorang bawak pi taman burung dulu...(selingan jap: lastnite masa tengah isi minyak emmil saw his daddy out side the car and he spontaneously said "what are you doing there daddy.." me,my mom and my dad was amazed coz emmil nih susah nak habis one full sentence...hahahaa..okay dah sambung balik cerita)

dina,emmil,yenyen and nia pakai baju same pattern but different colour sponsored by aunty fiza from sarawak..hahahha they look so cute...

so we start tawaf zoo negara at 1015am and finished by 130pm...okaylah tuh itew pun dah nak tercabut kaki kami..we didnt go to all area coz nak concerntrate on monkey,elephant,tiger and giraffe...pokok kata binatang yang beso-beso jer yer kawan-kawan..hehehe..

we managed to watch the 11am punyer show..best and entertaining gak well the truth is that mak bapak yang excited lebih.. budak-budak nyer dok menahan mata..hehehe

so end up at ampang point makan kat octopus...sesaper yang suka sushi please go there coz my bro said it's cheap and sedap esp. shashimi and for those yang tak suka sushi they have nasi goreng as well...

so there goes...hope you guys had fun as well ya **winkwink*

hah??2010

2009-12-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

alamak dah nak end of the year....
2009 dah nak masuk 2010

aper azam tahun baru anda?

saya masih dok mencari lagi jawapan pasti..macam tak sure jer yek bunyi dia.. =)
tapi saya tau aper yang saya nak cuma jawapan nyer biarlah saya jer yang tahu
hahahahaha..sungguh suspend

bila dah achieved nanti will brag about it..hahahaha..sungguh poyos...

till then...

ohmy...

2009-12-20T23:38:00.003+08:00

alamak..how ek?emmil punyer gigi depan dah chipped!!
i know that by minum susu soya based this would happen tapi tak sangka so soon..
sedih nyer...

we tried tukar his susu tapi dia tak mau and nak muntah...
even if we gave him fresh milk pun dia nak muntah..

i know people said that campurkan susu dia sikit-sikit ngan susu lain..

so we tried gave him mixed susu with his isomil and yenyen's nespray milk..tetiba he said "yen...yen.." means it's yenyen's milk..hahahha tuh baru i campur 2 scoop of isomil and 1 scoop nespray...cheet tau gak mommy nyer trick..hahahhaa

how ek?kesian tengok gigi emmil tuh...of courselah ni baru gigi susu dia tapi...sedih nya!!!!!

...

2009-12-16T21:59:00.005+08:00

my oh my...

am i gonna make it this year?

i know i am still new in this industry but still i want to achieve my target

before end of december 2009 i need to/i have to/i want to be a

MDRT / TTW / Top rookie...

AHHHHHHHHhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHH

"please God...i really need this..."

Friends..doakan ek =)

p/s: this is the reason why i've been so busy...

~hey it's me~

2009-12-07T01:37:00.003+08:00

phewww...penat from dusting my brain on how to start this blogging world again..ngehh as if dah bertahun tinggalkan but actually it did feels like ages dah i didnt blog and guess what?!i almost forgot my password..bley??!!there you go as if so much things happening at one time tetiba memory lost sekejap...

yup lots of things happening to me..such as my BIL's wedding and alhamdulillah semua went well...then on our side pulak gonna be this weekend ahhhhh total kelam-kabut..no no not you guys but me coz hubby tension gue pun jadik kelam kabut..hahhahaha...okay alpha-alpha...

hey..did i tell you guys that i've landed at HARD ROCK PENANG????huh!!haven..u guys better go there esp if you have kids!!sure they gonna enjoy it and am planning to bring my whole family there soon..insyaallah...sorry no pics malas nak upload...(see i told ya...berabuk lagi otak ni...)

anyways,whatelse is new??hmm..let me see...oh....NEW MOON....droolllssss...i've watched it twiced~~hehehe..love it..tulah lain kali jangan baca buku..tengok movie dulu...ayat-ayat nih khas buat kakak iparku nadia...hahahhaha...actually i've always wanted to read the books since ms lola dok promote but i guess i was soo upset coz everytime when i read a specific book and they finally out in the movie its so not up to my standard...really!!look whta happened to P/S I LOVE YOU and SHOPAHOLICS movie...hahaha looks who's talking but that's the truth...well that's just me...anyways...will read it now but as for ECLIPSE gonna wait for the movie dulu...hahhaha...

emmil?hmm..budak ini sudah besar tau..he is turning 2 years old in two months time..see how time flies kan?but he is such a good boy and dah tau sebut semua characters in THOMAS & FRIENDS but refused to sebut THOMAS name..tak tau kenaper...and now dah pandai pilih baju and his favourites now are thomas t-shirt and t-shirt from sarawak that aunty fiza bought for the whole clan..hahahha..dunno why he is soo into that t-shirt...he is so playful and so active...penat mommy nyer nak melayan...and he is clingy too...but above all he is so adorable when he is asleep....kihkihkih...oh..he is into cars sekarang...not the big and chunky cars for 2 years old toddlers but the HOT WHEELS car for age 3 and above...see i told you he's growing up too fast!!!hahahha...

okay i think i better sign off first before i go round and round bout other things that's gonna bore you guys...well atleast am bloging again right...

well..see you in my next ramblings...

our blue themed raya 2009

2009-09-28T11:04:00.007+08:00

blue was our raya themed..hahahha although tak plan but it looks good in the picture..ngeehh puji diri sendiri..kihkih..owh except for my parents they wore purple..anyway,my brother arn and my sis in law nana is not in the picture coz depa dok sibuk raya with her family..so no family pics with them...(they wore green...hahaha..)

my brother and sis in law on my hubby's side semua beraya in penang..they had such fun and am quite relieved coz i want them to be happy...we visited each other after the third raya and although there's some drama going on but we know that we as family will be strong as ever no matter what people say about US!! right?? **winkwink**

anyhow...our raya a bit sedih masa bersalaman (well who doesnt right??) and all tired up ngan makanan and weather although nasib baik kl hujan masa tengahari...emmil was jumping all around and was having fun at gramma hse (kak fiza's hse) and tok rokiah's hse (my aunt hse)..hehehe we only covered 2 houses..terukkan?well..what to do all my aunties and uncles is in kota bharu...so sikit jer yang ader in kl...

on 2nd day..hah orang datang rumah pulak..mostly kak nana's family,aunty wandhee and aunty nah's family...then third raya we were supposed to go to melaka but i had migrain so we beraya in pavillion..hahaha..for lunch!!

forth raya julie came to the hse and later we went to teh's hse pulak..emmil was such a dear and tak meragam..ngeehh good boy mommy =)

fifth raya went to visit pak long who is not well and i pray for him to get well soon...**sigh**

on the sixth day of raya..we went to syana's / emmil punya mak ngah's hse for makan2..hahaha..rumah baru yang sungguh luas and cantik itew...**winkwink**

then until now..emmil is down with fever coz gigi geraham atas nak tumbuh...kesian anak mommy...well itu tanda nyer emmil dah besar =)

well nothing much happening..oh my friend julie is pregnant!!congrats dear!!

so okay for now..enjoy the pics....hope you guys had fun too!!

burppp

2009-09-24T00:54:00.006+08:00

oh my..what a tiring raya isnt it?well atleast mine is..

well..to be honest it's quite slow but kinda like it coz i dont like to rush into things and just terjah rumah orang if you know what i mean..hehehe...

but overall best coz tengok emmil dah pandai salam and ambik duit raya from people and he is really a good boy bila kat rumah orang...sometimes dia buat rumah orang macam rumah dia sendiri pun ader gak..hahaha...well..that's what makes raya FUN!!

although we havent beraya with my in laws lagik coz they went back to penang but emmil got to "talk"to them through 3G and he really likes it..siap hubby kena call them back twice..!!

meeting up with julie and teh today pun quite fun gak coz julie came all the way from bintulu and teh just came back from her hometown..am waiting for fida to come back from kuantan so that i can catch up with her..lamer tak jumper dia coz i've been quite busy lately nih...

hmm..tommorow dah raya ke-5 and hopefully dapat tengok paklong belah my hubby kat hospital and settle a few things...raya ke-6 nak pegi rumah mak ngah emmil yang sedang sibuk nak pindah rumah tuh..hehehe..standby ya =)

okay then will write soon and if ader kesempatan will upload all pics during raya..insyaallah..

selamat hari raya peeps !!

2009-09-20T07:00:00.001+08:00

to all bloggers and all my readers (if ader) dikesempatan ini saya dengan rendah diri ingin menyusun jari meminta ampun jika ader kata-kata saya yang menyakitkan anda semua...

selamat menyambut lebaran and drive safely ya!

love you guys =)

...i know,i know...

2009-09-08T07:14:00.003+08:00

i've been wanting to write tapi tak tau kenaper lah malas tahap maksima. sometimes rindu giler nak blog but when i have the chance nak blog terasa malas and tak tau nak tulis aper...boleh?

my work nowdays dah banyak berubah and i see lots and lots of people yang sometimes tak terfikir dek akal..hahaha..well some people who's familiar with this marketing line would say "welcome to the real world" but as for me... i just go with the flow and learn slowly...

my days would go from kl-bangi-kl-wangsa maju-bangi-kl (well depends on the appointment)

as hectic as it may sound i love every inch of it!!weird-kan?but that's the truth..i love meeting people coz not all of them yang tak give you coorperation..most of them would give you support and give you tremendously encouragement and well soem even bagi inspirational nak berjaya like them...ngeehhh...

emmil is quite a handfull nowdays..he can be quite a goody-goody boy and next thing you know..hmmm....malas nak cerito..those yang ader little boy yang sangat hyper active would know what i mean...hahahhaa...but it's fun to layan him nowdays sebab macam dah pandai berinteractive dah..tengok cartoon pun dah faham although he cant really speak and he speaks his own language lah..like barney jadik "barbey",handy manny jadik "many" and selalu gak if kita menyayi he would follow by humming but at the end of the word tetiba keluar ayat yang betul..hahaha...and he knows ABC dah although sambungan ayat we call it but mommy so proud of you...

so bila balik dah penat bila tengok gelagat emmil jer terus hilang penat...

emmil pun dah tak malu with his uncles and aunties on my husband's side...best giler bila berkumpul atleast takderlah berkepit jer ngan mommy and daddy...

my preparation for raya?hmm..not much coz our focus is only for emmil and my parents..i had tempah my baju kurung pahang and my kurung modern and i think that should be enough (kot??) hopefully cukuplah coz i seldom wear them so you know what i mean...all i need now is one or two good shoes and a handbag but will wait till end of october kot...jengjengjeng....hahahhaha will tell you in the next entry (if rajinlah...ngeeehhh)

puasa alhamdulillah tak ponteng lagik..hoorey!!but when out and about tuh selalu jer terbayang strawberry milk shake kat McD..boleh?hahhaha...but berjaya menahan nafsu serakah lagi...i normally tak tidor after sahur coz tunggu subuh and if i doze off mesti bangun lambat nyer so better tengok TV or just read some material..tapi entah hari nih nak check blog pulak..dah lamer tak menempek diri at kawan-kawan's blog..insyaallah will singgah later but sometimes i ader singgah cuma tak tinggal jejak jer...malas nak log in..

even my sister in law nyer blog pun i tak update and selalu jer kena "sound" ngan my sis if tak tau perkembangan semasa...hahahhaa...perkembangan diri sendiri pun terkapai-kapai.. =)

ok peeps..take care and will update soon ya...

by ms lollipop

JOB VACANCY

Allergic to shampoo

gossips + cuppies = heaven

his 3rd big day =)

Son

Nervous..!

my testimoni after 3 days pakai premium Beautiful

saper nak kurus?! SAYA!!

saper pernah pakai nih??

kasut nih and jam nih...*pengsan*

recipe best ! Tom Cruise??

"First week of school for emmil " *chaos*

emmil goes to school!

shh...shh..gossip girls

...about emmil

>>moving forward>>

...about...

review:tun dr mahathir theater

"selamat hari raya"

day 15 - day 23

today is my 5th anniversary

day 1 ~ 5

something interesting to do in 30 days

Day 4 & 5~ Barcelona

Day 3~Cuenca & Valencia

Day 2 ~ Madrid,Espana

Day 1~ Madrid,Espana

holla =)

i'm leaving on a jet plane

life is...

bila sub conscious mind taknak tido.aku pun bebel sorang-sorang...

Review: Lagenda budak setan the movie

Apa product kecantikan anda?

about rainbow cake

how i celebrated my birthday...

06.06.1979

i have renewed my passport *tick done*

"ive got a surprise cake frm hubby for our 5th anniversary....the thing is our anniversary is in august..."

ah long ader yang baik???

bag organizer yang menyenangkan hidupku...

"the end of the world"

...life is...

thinking...thinking

"Happy Mother's Day"

wasabi kena cium...

...

kelly's concert!!yahooo

in the state of being happy (confused jap..)

...very the berry...

about MACH...

i love coway

7 days and 6 nights @ PMC

^^off with her head!!^^

my mom's 60th birthday..

**phewww**

"one thing leads to another.."

tired of being stressed..need something new to cheer me up but how??

integrity...

"little party for emmil's 2nd birthday"

...hmm...

hard rock penang....rock!!

story bout emmil's first operation

first trip to the DENTIST

wow..he's growing up too soon *sobsob*

**model lampin pakai buang**

about 2010

*sigh* mualaf

holiday mood...

hah??2010

ohmy...

...

~hey it's me~

our blue themed raya 2009

~~burppp~~

selamat hari raya peeps !!

...i know,i know...

kasut nih and jam nih...pengsan

"First week of school for emmil " chaos

i have renewed my passport tick done

phewww

wow..he's growing up too soon sobsob

model lampin pakai buang

sigh mualaf

burppp